2 pivotal moment.
Summer of 1999-- My pops had bought a scrambler box and we had a lot channels we didnt have access to before.
The day I stumbled across channel 99 which was the Spice Network or Spice Channel/ It was a revolutionary day in my life`. I had the house to myself because everyone was going to the casino/hotel for overnight. Put my meat through the ringer ; knocked out 3 crucial nuts. That's the day I knew I'd never go back to jacking off to memory ever again. aint no way. So much unfiltered porn. I almost got my forever childhood GF to come in and make it official that day but her dad mustve could sense it, and called out her name, She was rubbing my tip on it about toslide it in too; close but not cigar, so it was back to fapping another 4 times. shyt was prolly for the best, as I for sure would have seeded her up that day. That was the apex of my sexual appetite and I had absolute zero dikk discipline. a girl could rub her elbow against me and I'd swear I was in love. Thk God I didnt succeed.
Yes I was a ravenous horndog as a pre-teen, teenager, What you would call a" lil mannish azz lil boy"
first time i realized i liked girls, 13 yrs old @ the public pool
Came up for air and this fine ass 18 yr old polynesian life guard who looks like a thicker doppleganger of a prime Tia Carrere was standing directly over me with no bottoms on, I saw all the coohie, silky straight pubes and jiggling butt cheeks, even a bit of nipple from the wind going through her shirt.
Best way I can describe the feeling is like a hot sensation washed over me and penis recieved a jolt, a tingle on the head of my dikk, and a strong urge to profess my love for this grown azz woman.. Took a min for her to notice I was down there concentrating in complete awe.
she saw me, but instead of recoiling with disgust, she hit me witht his flirty smirk and squatted down to ask me" oh so you like looking under girls skirt huh? I should tell yo mama. The sqautting made her lips open up further so I could see the pink
and then she quickly rubbed her cocohie lips in a circular motion and got up and walked off giggling knowing she just fukked my whole head up with that shyt, That's the day my priorities permanently shifted . I couldnt care less about games, wrestling, food, etc at that point
shyt kept me up the whole night, dikk so hard it was hurtin,
I was conflicted @ first, but inevitably gave in, Grabbed a big ass bottle of coppertone sunscreen and had my 1st fap session that night, went absolutely feral maniac on my meat. Days, went by I ran outta sunscreen, so subbed with Petroleum Jelly, then regular lotiion, than when I got desperate..... Vick's Vapor Rub, Huge fkn mistake......
