“I had a starter marriage,” she confirmed on the July 21 episode of the
Reality Life with Kate Casey podcast. “It was about all of ten months. I was all of 27, so not so young. I was old enough,
but not emotionally mature enough, and not educated enough around the requirements of real partnership. Could I have learned those lessons another way other than, like, a divorce? I don’t know.”
The 37-year-old star went on to admit she was deeply “ashamed” about the divorce, so she tried to keep it under wraps as long as she could.
“I know I carried a lot of shame around. I was deeply ashamed, deeply ashamed of being divorced at 28,” she candidly shared. “And
didn’t want to tell anybody, and was deeply embarrassed around it. And then I’ve worked through it in therapy since, and in prayer.”
As for why she and her former husband couldn’t make it work, Eboni seemingly placed the blame on herself.
“It was a wake-up call for the kind of partner I needed to be,” she explained. “I recognized how short I was showing up as a wife. I was a sh*t wife! I was not doing any of the things that I now know to do, and know I can do ’cause I’ve done many of them in my most recent relationship.”
Despite the heartbreak of her divorce, as well as her failed relationship with her ex-fiancé, the reality star is back on the dating scene as she recently went out with two men while visiting Los Angeles. However, one of the men won’t be getting a second date with the former pageant queen as she felt he was a little fame-hungry