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As I type a voice just told me to put a new born baby on a dirt bike with no kick stand, push the bike and watch the baby grow and start pedaling the bike.

I do, shyt is![]()
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It only happens when I'm around people, its usually a voice saying "fukk so so people" if I'm a group of when white people is in front of me its "fukk white people" and if its black its "fukk black people" and "fukk spanish people", shyt is ruining my life.
Thing is, I'm not a racist, I hate people because they are people, not because of their race, I have no problem with race.
Another issue is this fukker in my mind wishing death on people, like some random stranger standing next to me on the subway, sometimes even family members
Also If I stand right next to my mother in the kitchen or something, this voice be going hard in the paint saying all kinds of foul things.
Its like my mind ising me.
Anyone here has this problem
I know one of the members of Legion of Doom has this issue, and well, it didn't end well for him![]()
Don't worry, you get used to it after a while. And you might even begin to enjoy it.![]()
I do, shyt is
It only happens when I'm around people, its usually a voice saying "fukk so so people" if I'm a group of when white people is in front of me its "fukk white people" and if its black its "fukk black people" and "fukk spanish people", shyt is ruining my life.
Thing is, I'm not a racist, I hate people because they are people, not because of their race, I have no problem with race.
Another issue is this fukker in my mind wishing death on people, like some random stranger standing next to me on the subway, sometimes even family members
Also If I stand right next to my mother in the kitchen or something, this voice be going hard in the paint saying all kinds of foul things.
Its like my mind is ing me.
Anyone here has this problem
I know one of the members of Legion of Doom has this issue, and well, it didn't end well for him
You get used to them. Mine are all clowns and constantly feeding me lines unless they are figuring out Algebra II equations or reciting old hip-hop song lyrics.
I prefer their conversations to most of the people I encounter.
Sometimes I think of some weird ass shyt and at the end I'm like"Where did that even come from"
Like if I'm standing in line at the grocery store I'll think "What if I punch this fool in the back of the head and give him that work in front of everyone in here" or "What if I punch the cashier in the back of the head, take the money from the register and see if I can book it out the door"
Most of the time it's either hip-hop lyrics/chorus (same damn time has been playing in my head all day)
If it's not music it's sex or I think of weird noises or say movie quotes.
I do, its called schizophrenia. Either deal with it mentally or get some meds
Oh, I have that too
When you talk yourself and you speak your thoughts outloud and someone sees you
But the issue I'm talking about I just can't control it... and most times its saying incredibly fukked up things. I really wish it would go away, I don't agree with these thoughts and I didn't feel way this when I was younger.
When I was younger like sometime in 2011 and back, I could go around any group of people and it would be all good, no voices. I have NO reason to be racist, none.
One thing I fear, is if I was to commit that and it made the news and the reporters would ask my neighbors or something well what did you think about that guy, "he was a racist and a creepy pervert"at him I hope he burns in hell"
That's one fear If I have, if I was to die people would come out of the woodworks slandering me and I wouldn't be there to defend myself.
I go out of my way to ignore women in real life I get called gay, I look at a women by mistake she thinks I want to fukk and even though I had no idea what I would see when I look up![]()
Same here![]()
This is easy, breh: you have anxiety. You have a lot of anxiety, and I'm willing to bet it's social anxiety. I had the same problem when I was young; it's called thought-interference, I believe. It's actually one of my OCD symptoms (I was diagnosed with OCD in 2011).
Medicine could help, but so could therapy. I'm sorry to hear that you have that. You need to get control of your anxiety ASAP.
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nikka, you better tell that voice that punching someone in the back of the head is THE WORSE place to punch them, seeing as that is the hardest place on the human body![]()
You have Schizophrenia?
Breh you have a lot of anxiety. If this just started happening recently you should try to re-evaluate your life currently and see what's been stressing you out. It sounds like you may need some therapy.
Don't get the Randy Orton jokes?![]()
Sometimes I think of some weird ass shyt and at the end I'm like"Where did that even come from"
Like if I'm standing in line at the grocery store I'll think "What if I punch this fool in the back of the head and give him that work in front of everyone in here" or "What if I punch the cashier in the back of the head, take the money from the register and see if I can book it out the door"
Most of the time it's either hip-hop lyrics/chorus (same damn time has been playing in my head all day)
If it's not music it's sex or I think of weird noises or say movie quotes.
Yeah, so does my uncle. shyts hard as hell to keep underwraps specially when ya mad. Its like I have a whole crew with me internally but its just myselfI be feelin invincible when Im against like 4-5 people
Got damn, sorry to hear that. Do you have hallucinations as well?
A good friend of mine has schizophrenia. His began in high school. Dude told me Beyonce was singing to him through the TV![]()
Son, I really dont like sleeping because sometimes I cant realize Im not sleeping anymore. You know when you have a dream and you know youre dreaming so youre like ok imma do some crazy shyt cuz I cant get killed.....
Then you do some dumb shyt and get the biggest reality check evershyts the worst. I be mixing up conversations I have when im dreaming with things in reality and folks be gettin all mad. My ex always thought I was cheatin on her because Id bring up things I dreamed about and she just be lookin at me like
that never happened. I could claim im legally insane but thats doing too much & pretty cacish