Covid fukked me up. Started doing drugs to deal with the symptoms. Did a little too much drugs...
Wife didn't like it all. Caused some marital strife.
But it's all good now. I'm healthy and alive and all that.
Still a drug addict tho, but working on that part
Should have saved that rep i just hit u with for this post. Much respect to u for admitting that. They say that is the first step, and it is very true.
So is most of my family(what is left of us).
I know we dont really know eachother, even by internet standards, but i just wanna offer u some moral support. Addiction gotta be one of the most disresectful, lonely diseases. It doesnt discriminate, doesnt take no holidays, and can be very unforgiving.
Make sure u stick close to ur wife and remember she and any other family who loves u is suffering through this disease with u, except they dont at least get to enjoy that brief fleeting artificial euphoria with u.
But if they are sticking by u despite the hardships, it really shows just how much they love u. Its shyt like this through which u learn who ur friends and family truly are. And that u are not just fighting for ur own life, but everyone who loves u.
Getting clean is hard, but if u havent figured it out already, u will soon see it is STAYING clean where the true battle begins.
If u need to talk to someone should u decide to turn to ur coli brehs and brehettes, i just want u to know im probably not alone in saying we here for ya brehthren.
Stay safe and clean out there, and idk what ur DOC was but i can name a few legal, far less addictive and cheaper but effective counter substances to help appease the demon while maintaining ur wellness and sobriety.