Can nebody get a hold of that dude who was gonna expose the whole industry but Sohh..

[Still Benefited]

No, not in a literal sense, maybe in a metaphorical sense. I cant get past the fact that this nikkas said Jay was dodging doughnuts from Russel Simmons, like literally psychically throwing doughnuts at this nikka

u stuck on that Jayz donut hit...had me too...I'm starting to think the secret to making people believe shyt is to make up shyt so ridiculous people will say "who would make this up?"

 

[Food Mane]

nah,..she could have easily won the case.

it was light work to her.

plus she was a defense attorney,..shr could have had someone in her firm.
or someone else who actually was great handle the case. she turned my case over to this wack ass attorney. who never seemed to know what to really do.
later on she confided in my mom he wasn't great. i have always had issues with my folks before this.
they kinda don't give a fukk about me like two parents should give a damn. i know this because i am a parent now. my parents were never on the ball.
especislly when compared to other parents or families i had friends with. there level of care is piss poor. they are like two rich white people kids parents, who throw money at shyt,...except my parents never threw money at nuffin i when i came to me like that. i always had severe feelings of want because of this and lately i have been trying to break this. when shyt hits the fan i used to do anything that fit in my principles to get paper.
when this lawyer's son stayed at the same babysitter/orphanage.
as i was forced to as a shawty for thirteen years. every kid had left, even her son. i hated this evil ass lady i had to stay with who ran it. plus this lady was awful raising her own kids. she was the black cruela deville with a white seville.
when all my childhood friends were pulled out. the lawyer lady pulled her kid out. my mom never pulled me out,..i was always stuck at this place till i graduated eigth grade. that is how i learned the streets though. also, because i had a sound home on two parent front,..that is how i was let kinda go out cvl when i was eleven.
my brothers who had rank kinda knew me just felt a certain kindred. since they were getting in over there head in certain plsces. so instead of shackling me, they let me ride out. later on all them got killed though...so i guess they appreciated me when they were embaRking on actions that would get anyone off'd back then. my parents never knew i was in the streets till i was sixteen. by that time i left the street for five years. so when i finally told them they did not believe me.

anyway,..i was always a successful really wise kid and adult.
i am really an artist,..i was a late start in rap, i was always a graf head.
so i explored the city's and tunnels as i got older, as a loner. especially after gallery37.
my parents sabotaged me going me to usc, too.
plus when my bff got killed this lawyer's nephew,..my parents did not even tell me. my other best friend told me..one day, when i picked up the phone. he was like yo,..why aren't you going to b-more. i'm like why,...he is like, i am just handling this flower order for my parents and your parents.

i am like flowers,..he nonchalantly is like yeah, for the funeral.
i am like what funeral, he is like you don't know...i am like what should i know.

he is like man,..larry got murdered in baltimore, he was killed days ago. nobody told you.

art barr

 

[Double Burger With Cheese]

u stuck on that Jayz donut hit...had me too...I'm starting to think the secret to making people believe shyt is to make up shyt so ridiculous people will say "who would make this up?"

Yeah nikka, when I saw that part I was like

 

[Ready,Willing,Humble]

some of yall the type of dudes who wont let go that Santa clause dont exist...

 

[BAMBINO]

 

[Double Burger With Cheese]

 

[Fredrick Thuglas]

Wouldn't shock me in the least if it was true. "Queens nikkas run you nikkas ask Russell Simmons

Why would all that stuff NOT be true? That's the unanswered question that's NOT getting answered. Like other's have said, there were FAR more outlandish things being thrown around on the other board that didn't getting deleted, but this one didn't? Also, "new members" registering trying to throw salt on that thread was the obvious tipping of the hand too.

nas knows...he was throwin a subliminal saying "I heard about you and them doughnuts nikka"

That's probably one of the reasons why Jay too the diss so bad. Talmbout Nas took it too far.

 

[Art Barr]

when i got older and my parents did not let me go back to college.

as they were broke, from my brother's operstion but did not tell me.

i was searching for someone to give me some balance.

or just to finally be a father or parental to me.

to tell me for real what life was about. past all my knowledge of self and personal conspiracy libraries, were saying.

plus,..i could tell i was suing powers more powerful than i knew on the surface.

like why is the former vp of ibm working at my isp company and such a fukk up.
my former company can't be paying him what he is really worth.

i was mentored as an adult by this lawyer's husband.

her husband had acquired cancer by this time.

he is the black scientist who pretty much created all the plastics and polymers at dupont.

him And my dad were bff's.

they hung out and bought records and watched all the sporting events together. back then getting cable and shyt like that wasn't easy. he even beat all the nintendo games in one night all the time.
like zelda he would beat in a day and i would call him for tips as a kid.
i pretty much emulated both of them to the t.
as a matter of fact,..if anybody knows me. they know i love meat,..like fukk candy,..gimme a damn steak!! i got that because my parents think they are some health nuts, when i was a kid.

i cried all the time as a baby cause my parents never fed me real shyt.

just rice and bullshyt veggies.

plus i was at this horrible babysitter/orphanage. this lady only took care of kids because she probably was one of those lady's they gave government check too,..my dad's friend is the one when i was like seven months old. i could walk and talk by this time. he was the one, one day at breakfast that was like fukk all this cryin shyt,..gimme that bacon. he was the one like eman,..walk over here and get this. i cried and walked over there to him, took the bacon and never cried again. duke was more than a brilliant scientist, he was the best father a kid could have.

he did not have a kid till like 82..so between all that time. he always just watched me,.like volunteered.

i could walk and talk at six months and draw and copy comicbook characters at three. i could read at four. so i was not a hard kid to take care of like that.

plus i liked records and played videogames and he was the best at videogames since coinop atari, galaxy or intellivision.

then we moved up the street, and they moved up the street, after.

now mind you this is chicago,..this isn't like some town. where you just meet new people.

this is when el ruken's and really white good ole boy's were in full effect.

as i got older i realized how insulated the families i was integrated around were.

as a precaution to the wrong crowds. plus my family and their friends were squares and transplants from the east coast. if they were street, you weren't in chicago. that is how ill the streets used to be in the chi.
that is how close our families were. as a matter of fact i discovered hiphop over theirhouse, on pbs at their crib.

chicago did not participate in hiphop or rap/breaking till the roxanne wars.

breaking and beatstreet were dissed in the chi,..as weird. the roxanne wars and national breaking contest is all chicago was about in small sectors of the culture. in chicago,..it is all heavy gang shyt.

i could watch tv free reign as early as four. so i watched pbs all day. i will never forget that day cause that was how i saw the documentsry of ny gangs. plus later on the doumentary on hiphop. i would watch these documentaries whenever they aired.

in visits back east i would get tapes or learn of records to ask for, from my cousin.

my dad and this dude collected records, and two inch reel tape and projector movies too.
i loved setting it up and watching the red hen when i was a kid,....i dunno what it was about that movie but i remember that.
so back then i would explore their collections from projector movies to jazz on two inch and of course,....VINYL!!

i got my first real record player from this, a windup fisher price. which would evolve over the years.

into the full record player w/ detachable speaker fisher price unit.

by the time i was like maybe seven.

then i graduatd to being allowed to play my dad's bang and oluffsen, a little later on the full stereo.

as early as four i had a small collection that began with another one bites the dust.

to mostly all the sugarhill records of note and double dutch bus,...crash crew radio and double dutch bus were my favorites. i have pix of me record shopping.

on seventy first, and hyde park as early as six years old in bboy gear.

i was always into hiphop,..and hiphop always saved my life, too.

when i left cvl,..i emmersed my self in knowledge of self teachings at twelve and graf.

anyone who knows me slightly as a kid. not from a parental relationship could tell you i had a whole bunch of music and read alot.

i never knew the full story to biters in the city back then and i had that on tape.

my bff larry visited from baltimore and was the most kind kid.
not a street kid at all,..so him getting shot was someone preying on him.

he was like six.nine at fifteen and could not play a lick of bball.
he got shot for a chinese full length leather coat.

i am sure someone targetted him cause he was not no street dude at all.

his grandfather taught us how to race and olympic jump, when we were shawty's. which is how i got into athletics and sports.
which is how i won medals at camps when i got older. before i injured my ankle playing ball and got stuck in the forrest gumps till high school.

so it is not like i was just some unknown kid to this lady. i was definately babysat by her husband at a very early age. her own father and husband taught us about manhood and fatherhood. he even showed us how to cook cause she could not, originally.

everything i was into came as an extension from her household. i even got engrained and learned to break and my first tile cardboard setup from their crib.

so for her not to handle my case.

or make sure i was in the best care made no sense whatsoever.

her own husband looked after me,..since i was born,....

i babysat her kids since they were born,...

so her giving me wackass referrals and poor advice.

made no fukking sense, logically or historically.

i believe she backed out because of powers greater than her.

my company i tried to sue was the darlings of the chicago commerce.

plus huge in crain's overnight. plus the cubs sponser in short time, and i wws number one i sales. so it is not like i was at some little lightweigt company.



art barr

 

[John Hull]

Curtis Sc00ns blog is AMAZING.

 

[Ready,Willing,Humble]

when i got older and my parents did not let me go back to college.

as they were broke, from my brother's operstion but did not tell me.
i was searching for someone to give me some balance. or just to finally be a father or parental to me. which is how i was mentored as an adult by this lawyer's husband.
her husband had acquired cancer by this time. he is the black scientist who pretty much created all the plastics and polymers at dupont. him And my dad were bff's. they hung out and bought records and watched all the sporting events together. i pretty much emulated both of them to the t.
as a matter of fact,..if anybody knows me. they know i love meat,..like fukk candy,..gimme a damn steak!! i got that because my parents think they are some health nuts, when i was a kid. i cried all the time as a baby cause my parents never fed me real shyt. just rice and bullshyt veggies. plus i was at this horrible babysitter/orphanage. this lady onoybkike kids cause she probably was one of those lady's thry gave government check too,..my dad's friend is the one when i was like seven month old. i could walk and talk by this time. he was the one, one day at breakfast that was like fukk all his cryin shyt,..gimme that bacon. he was the one like eman,..walk over here and get this. i cried and walked over there to him, took the bacon and never cried again. duke was more than a brilliant scientist, he was the best father a kid could have.

he did not have a kid till like 82..so between all that time. he always just watched me,.like volunteered. then we moved up the street, and they moved up the street, after.

now mind you this is chicago,..this isn't like some town. where you just meet new people.

as i got older i realized how insulated the families i was integrated around were. as a precaution to the wrong crowds.
that is how close our families were. as a matter of fact i discovered hiphop over there house, on pbs at their crib. i could watch tv free reign as early as four. so i watched pbs all day. i will never forget that day cause that was how i saw the documentsry of ny gangs. plus later on the doumentary on hiphop. i would watch these documentaries whenever they aired and in visits back east i would get tapes or learn of records to ask for, from my cousin.

my dad and this dude collected records, and two inch reel tape and projector movies too.
i loved setting it up and watching the red hen when i was a kid,....i dunno what it was about that movie but i remember that.
so back then i would explore their collections from projector movies to jazz on two inch and of course,....VINYL!!

i got my first real record player from this a windup fisher price. which would evolve over the years into the full record player detachable speaker fisher price unit by the time i was like maybe seven.

then i graduatd to being allowed to play my dad's bang and oluffsen, a little later on the full stereo.

my bff larry visited from baltimore and was the mozt kind kid.
his grandfather taught us how to race and olympic jump.
which is i won medals at camps when i got older. before i injured my ankle playing ball and got stuck in the forrest gumps till high school.

so it is not like i was just some unknown oid to this lady. i was definately babysat by he husband at a very early age. everything i wss into came as an extension from her household. i even got engrained and learned to break and my first tile cardboard setup from their crib.

so for her not to handle my case.

or make sure i was in the best care made no sense whatsoever.

her own husband looked after me,..since i was born,....

art barr

man...what?

 

[Art Barr]

anyway,..when i could not get a job in telecommunications anymore.

i went back to how i got in telecommunications in the first place.

i went back temp'n,...and i was not just a calldesk clerk.

i was an executive administrator, originally. when the economy messed up,...i would not take anything.
till one day i get a call and they are like,..we want you to work for this copy company.
so on a whim i took it...while there,...at this copy company,..they had a list of pods.

located right in the offices,...instead of drop off's and i noticed her firm.

after i finished this temp assignment,...i got a good review like always.

i remembered the pods and her firm on the pod.
so i said to myself,..lemme go look at where she is in heirarchy in her firm for myself.

so i inquired specifically about her firm's pod to my temp person.
i could go over there because i was overqualified and this was legal documents with ease.

my temp worker was like,..they need somebody today after noon.
plus i was the go to guy for emergency orders filled.

i was like,..i will take it.

when i got there,..thinking her firm was gonna be some weak law office like she referred me too for my case.

man,...no!!

this was a firm that looked better and had more money than tv.

only booz allen and pepsi co had better facilities than this firm. that is how cool and layed out it was.

plus they had an entire big copier firm pod inside the lawfirm.

i got put on mail,..like the guy with the cart. now mind you,..i been high up in grade.

i ain't never did no mail room bullshyt a day in my life.

i was at the lowest, a grade payout executive admin.

meaning i was an admin and paid other executives and their entire staff.

so here i am in the casual clothes like rza in derailed delivering mail.

i get a chart of all the attorneys and flooring. plus this is a law firm.

so documents,...are time sensitive and highly important.

anyway, i make my first round.

finally i get to her office!

her shyt was double, what my biggest office or cubicle ever was.

plus, was connected to a boardroom. when nobody else's office is.

so i am like man,..she ain't just some low grade underpaid grassroots defense lawyer.

man,..she is big time for real. i knew her credentials, but in the attorney world.

lawyers have fronts all the time.

even my defense attorney and my lawsuit attorney were little weak closet or attorney community office firms, at best.

here i am in her company or firm and she is a major player with the best office. she is no lightweight.

plus the referral she gave me,...i know she knew he was a lightweight.
plus a failed fukk up cause she personally knew him and could have referred me to anyone way better.

money was not an object for me then,...either.

when my case came about. i was into a few months of selling dsl as an active install.

now mind you when i see this,..it is like yo,...i don't wanna ruin her job.

so, i kept my relationship to her private.

even though her negligience ruined my whole life!

so i keep a low profile and she was off on vaca or sumfin.

her exec admin instructed me when i went to drop the mail.

so i am there and work a short temp there, during her vaca.

except now,..i want her to know this is where your negligence removed me too.

plus,...you scoffed at my grade and profession.

when i had previously confronted her, about how piss poor of a referral she gave me.

she deflected like my career was shyt and did not mean a damn thing to her.

so i get another assignment, by inquiring about her firm. they put me back over there...

i get put on copies, mailroom duties, and setting up board conference rooms.

this time i got a whole bunch of duties which were light work.

so i am glad to do this cause she has to see me all the time.

when i delivered mail to her office she was like she seen a ghost...!!

like,..what are you doing here,...flabergasted!!

she was visibly not herself or contained as she was in the court or boardroom.

plus, she is not supposed to get flustered at all.

when i first gave her mail personnally,..she was with some other attorneys.

plus i could tell she did not want to act like she knew me at all.

which is not supposed to be the case with a family friend.

or somebody so high up,..a pritzker wife is a subordinate to her.

plus i knew she was phoney cause my babysitter had warned me about how she was in public.

if around white people, and black people she knew was in their company.

or viewed from a lower stratum,...

which in the corporate world is not needed. unless you pretty much do shyt under the table or mastermind bullshyt.

i know this because i was a senior account executive. the more people you know is always a plus and acting phoney is counterproductive.

except if you mastermind messing people over.


art barr

 

[Double Burger With Cheese]

anyway,..when i could not get a job in telecommunications anymore.

i went back to how i got in telecommunications in the first place.

i went back temp'n,...and i was not no just calldesk clerk. i was an executive administrator, originally. when the economy messed up,...i would not take anything.
till one day i get a call and they are like,..we want you to work for this copy company.
so on a whim i took it...while there,...at this copy company,..they had a list of pods.

located right in the offices,...instead of drop off's and i noticed her firm.

after i finished this temp assignment,...i got a good review like always.

i remembered the pods and her firm on the pod.
so i said to myself,..lemme go look at where she is in heirarchy in her firm for myself.

so i inquired specifically about her firm's pod to my temp person.
i could go over there because i was overqualified and this was legal documents with ease.

my temp worker was like,..they need somebody today after noon.
plus i was the go to guy for emergency orders filled.

i was like,..i will take it.

when i got there,..thinking her firm was gonna be some weak law office like she referred me too for my case.

man,...no this was a firm that looked better and had more money than tv.

only booz allen and pepsi co had better facilities than this firm. that is how cool and layed out it was.

plus they had an entire big copier firm pod inside the lawfirm.

i got put on mail,..like the guy with the cart. now mind you,..i been high up in grade.

i ain't never did no mail room bullshyt a day in my life. i was at the lowest a grade payout executive admin. so here i am in the casual clothes like rza in derailed delivering mail. i get a chart of all the attorneys and flooring. plus this is a law firm so documents,...are time sensitive and highly important.

anyway, i make my first round and finally to her office and her shyt was double what my biggest office or cubicle ever was and connected to a boardroom. when nobody else's office is. so i am like man,..she ain't just some low grade underpaid grassroots defense lawyer. man,..she is big time for real. i knee her credentials, but in the attorney world.

lawyers have fronts all the time. even my defense attorney and my lawsuit attorney were little weak closet or attorney community office firms, at best. here i am in her company or firm and she is a major player with the best office. she is no lightweight.

now mind you when i see this,..it is like yo,...i don't wanna ruin her job.

even though her negligience ruined my whole life!

so i keep a low profile and she was off on vaca or sumfin.

her exec admin instructed me when i went to drop the mail.

so i am there and work a short temp there, during her vaca.

except now,..i want her to know this is where your negligence removed me too.

plus,...you scoffed at my grade and profession.

when i had previously confronted her and she deflected like my career was shyt and did not mean a dakn thing to her.

so i get another assignment, by inquiring about her firm. they put me back over there...

i get put on copies, mailroom duties, and setting up board conference rooms.

this time i got a whole bunch of duties which were light work.

so i am glad to do this cause she has to see me all the time.

when indelivered mail to her office she was like she seen a ghost...!!

like,..what are you doing here,...flabergasted!!

she was visibly not herself or contained as she was in the court or boardroom.

plus, she is not supposed to get flustered at all.

when i first gave her mail personnally,..she was with some other attorneys.

plus i could tell she did jot want to act like she knew me at all.

which is not supposed to be the case with a family friend.

or somebody so high up,..a pritzker wife is a subordinate to her.

plus i knew she was phoney cause my babysitter had warned me about how she was in public. if around white people, and black people she knew was in their company.

which in the corporate world is not needed. unless you pretty much do shyt under the tablr or mastermind bullshyt.

i know this because i was a senior account executive. the more people you know is always a plus and acting phoney is counterproductive.

except if you mastermind messing people over.


art barr

 

[Darth]

art barr turning this thread into an autobiography right now.

 

[Hannibal Fox]

SparkMcGwire = ifillagotti?

 

[Non Sequitur]

Yeah nikka, when I saw that part I was like

I remember this thread from when I used to lurk

Spoiler

They said it was Lyor Cohen throwing donuts at Dame. The guy didn't name any names, so they were just going off of clues.

Now, I don't know if he really did it or not, but Lyor is known as one of the craziest, most evil record execs this side of Tommy Mottolla, so it's not really a stretch for me that he would do that.


I love a good conspiracy theory