Congrats on the consistency breh, repped
When you work out, you create health (and that’s wealth for real) on the inside. The outside (looking good, chicks checking for you is a side effect, if you make THAT the goal it will undoubtedly be harder to stay at it).
Did you try doing cardio after waking up? It’s a great moment to do so (if you want to cut) since your body will use the stored fat as energy.
I think you’re doing great, try to compliment yourself also, don’t speak negatively about yourself - you’re doing so much more than most