7th grade destroyed my self-esteem for a long time:
"You're too ugly to talk to me" -- After I gathered my confidence to approach her.
One day Daniell sat on my lap after I told her about my crush on her and I asked if she liked me the same way. She told me while on my lap "I like you too, I was thinking about saying the same", then her and her friends burst out laughing and walked away (April Fools Day). Worst mistake of my life because she constantly mocked me for expressing my feelings for her. Near the end of the school year, this white boy was sitting next to me. Daniell came and sat on his lap and said "it feels good to sit on a real man's lap" while looking dead at me. She proceeds to ether me in front of the entire class. Everybody joined in. I was that quiet dude that just did his work and minded my own business. In took everything in my power not to cry in that moment, shed a few tears on the bus though.
"It's okay if your not cute, you're smart, you'll get far, not with me though"
I could go on but my resentment is starting to build back up for these bytch ass hoes.