Brehs....my depression is slowly creeping up on me

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I hate you too

Die 3 times nikka

fukk them 12 year olds..idgaf

I got family doing life in prison, cousins stuck in the projects with no chance of a normal life, and my own demons

Suck a dikk nikka :pacspit:
go head and let that "depression" flow through your soul and the hourglass of your youth tip over because youre a self loathing and indulgent scrub, kid ..

My own "demons"..family in jail lmao wow...thats what gets us fukked up these days??. America has really fukked people up for the worst
 

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go head and let that "depression" flow through your soul and the hourglass of your youth tip over because youre a self loathing and indulgent scrub, kid ..

My own "demons"..family in jail lmao wow...thats what gets us fukked up these days??. America has really fukked people up for the worst
Nothing you say can harm me breh

I'm from the bottom and I'm killing it in life

Trust me...I've been thru more shyt than you'll ever know

Don't waste your time responding bish ass cac :umad:
 
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You seem to have a profound misunderstanding of clinical depression, friend :francis:
It's not worth discussing to those types. Even if you explained to them the complexities of depression, how it affects brain activity, the research done by accredited doctors, neurologists, and professionals about the manner they would still say the same thing.

We only use 10% of our brains. Our brains are like the universe. We seem to know so much about it...quarks, black holes, galaxies, clusters, stars, and whatever...but we really only know 10% of it...at best. The rest is a mystery that is constantly being solved at each passing moment.

I've stopped trying to talk to certain types of people about complex matters like depression...they won't get it. They want things to be simple. They want someone to hate. They want to look down on people instead of empathizing with them.
 

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I'm starting tomorrow 100.
I'm off Monday so imma just eat good and go to gym and keep active

No more bullshyt

Work has been killing me smh. I work a lot and eat bad but I have been getting healthier

Thanks bro

I heard somewhere that women are attuned to changes in emotional atmosphere.

So do things that make you happy. You gotta kinda go crazy in a way where you make fun of the descent in to depression, it's always going to be there and your main goal is keeping your head above water.

The fact you have the presence of mind to feel the depression, or energy depletion approaching us good. Feel it, but don't dwell on it.

Through presence of mind you will be able to stay aware while depression tears down your bodies good emotions. Then your consciousness will be able to separate the negative feelings from its identity.

Learned in therapy that your emotional states and your consciousness are not necessarily the same. My shrink had me sit on a couch and let my body posture express it's depression. Then I say on another couch and looked at who I was on couch a, in a depressed state.

Once your able to identify your depressive state as a state, and not who you are, your consciousness spikes instantly.



Depression is a state of mind and body, consciousness is your current awareness. Like going into the Zone in the video, with practice, I believe you can be able to close the door to depression and avoid it. But this requires incredible willpower.

I also think depression is itself an addiction, and is linked to our Thantos, death drive. But that's enough for my psedo-intellectual, smart dumb nikka psychology breakdown.
 

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It's not worth discussing to those types. Even if you explained to them the complexities of depression, how it affects brain activity, the research done by accredited doctors, neurologists, and professionals about the manner they would still say the same thing.

We only use 10% of our brains. Our brains are like the universe. We seem to know so much about it...quarks, black holes, galaxies, clusters, stars, and whatever...but we really only know 10% of it...at best. The rest is a mystery that is constantly being solved at each passing moment.

I've stopped trying to talk to certain types of people about complex matters like depression...they won't get it. They want things to be simple. They want someone to hate. They want to look down on people instead of empathizing with them.


Exactly

Not worth explaining

I haven't been depressed in nearly 2 years. Well depressed enough to impact my everyday life.

Did it without a shrink or pills.

Lil homie gone be straight, lil homie gone be straighttttt :banderas:
 

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I heard somewhere that women are attuned to changes in emotional atmosphere.

So do things that make you happy. You gotta kinda go crazy in a way where you make fun of the descent in to depression, it's always going to be there and your main goal is keeping your head above water.

The fact you have the presence of mind to feel the depression, or energy depletion approaching us good. Feel it, but don't dwell on it.

Through presence of mind you will be able to stay aware while depression tears down your bodies good emotions. Then your consciousness will be able to separate the negative feelings from its identity.

Learned in therapy that your emotional states and your consciousness are not necessarily the same. My shrink had me sit on a couch and let my body posture express it's depression. Then I say on another couch and looked at who I was on couch a, in a depressed state.

Once your able to identify your depressive state as a state, and not who you are, your consciousness spikes instantly.



Depression is a state of mind and body, consciousness is your current awareness. Like going into the Zone in the video, with practice, I believe you can be able to close the door to depression and avoid it. But this requires incredible willpower.

I also think depression is itself an addiction, and is linked to our Thantos, death drive. But that's enough for my psedo-intellectual, smart dumb nikka psychology breakdown.

:wow:

1. I'm a male :dahell:

2. That's some real shyt tho. I think the fact that I am aware means imma step ahead. Time to change my thoughts for the better. I self cured my anxiety. I just realize that whatever is gonna happen, will happen.

Few years ago..I used to stress over my damn car issues until one day I said that's life and fukk it. If my shyt break down, I have 2 options...get it fixed or get a new car. I'm blessed to be able to afford either option so why stress?

That's a minor example but that's the type of thinking I have trained myself to do.

It's helped tremendously.
 

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Nothing you say can harm me breh

I'm from the bottom and I'm killing it in life

Trust me...I've been thru more shyt than you'll ever know

Don't waste your time responding bish ass cac :umad:
You should have just ignored the first post honestly. With attention seekers, the best thing you can do is ignore them. Depression is an extremely complicated matter (mental health issues in general are very complicated), which is so many top researchers are still trying to figure out the complexities behind it and more importantly, how to properly treat it.
 

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Nothing you say can harm me breh

I'm from the bottom and I'm killing it in life

Trust me...I've been thru more shyt than you'll ever know

Don't waste your time responding bish ass cac :umad:

Says the depressed and "beaten down by life guy" lmao

When its convenient to switch on the "coli wolf button", like clockwork it's here lmao "don't worry im doing great. 100 racks, 100 bytches, 100 vacations" :laff:

*2 mins ago* "I just wanna be happy :mjcry: ...quite a "life" you got there kid lmao :laugh:
 

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You should have just ignored the first post honestly. With attention seekers, the best thing you can do is ignore them. Depression is an extremely complicated matter (mental health issues in general are very complicated), which is so many top researchers are still trying to figure out the complexities behind it and more importantly, how to properly treat it.
I put him on ignore
Should have done that from the jump

But I know...its so weird and a lot of people don't understand it

:manny:
 

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You should have just ignored the first post honestly. With attention seekers, the best thing you can do is ignore them. Depression is an extremely complicated matter (mental health issues in general are very complicated), which is so many top researchers are still trying to figure out the complexities behind it and more importantly, how to properly treat it.
America is the most depressed nation on Earth... no other country prescribes their citizens over 40 million antidepressants a year..

Its called "toxic culture"

Ex: being told your whole life if you get a stable job and a bmw, you'll be happy...

Theres no cure :mjcry: its all about just sacking up and accepting stoicism. That, or float through life as a meaningless scrub like OP ...choice is yours
 

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Says the depressed and "beaten down by life guy" lmao

When its convenient to switch on the "coli wolf button", like clockwork it's here lmao "don't worry im doing great. 100 racks, 100 bytches, 100 vacations" :laff:

*2 mins ago* "I just wanna be happy :mjcry: ...quite a "life" you got there kid lmao :laugh:

Stfu and :camby:

This is obviously beyond your comprehension. Let the learned folk type and stick to lurking.
 

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I put him on ignore
Should have done that from the jump

But I know...its so weird and a lot of people don't understand it

:manny:

Alot of people probably have depression and don't recognize it.

I think openly dealing with depression is true courage. Is exploring the depths of your humanity to the fullest, whether that takes you to the depths of your own hell or to the moons of Saturn.

Must people stay locked up in the narrative society had made for them and rebel by going deeper into rejecting who they truly are. They never find their authentic selves because they identify with the role they are given instead of experiencing the cognitive dissonance inherent to carving your own path.

These people are secretly envious that they could never have the emotional courage to achieve the freedom of the other side.
 

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America is the most depressed nation on Earth... no other country prescribes their citizens over 40 million antidepressants a year..

Its called "toxic culture"

Ex: being told your whole life if you get a stable job and a bmw, you'll be happy...

Theres no cure :mjcry: its all about just sacking up and accepting stoicism. That, or float through life as a meaningless scrub like OP ...choice is yours

Naw, this loser mentality is the prerequisite for depression.

Ultimately, you and what you DO with your life is the answer. Life is about change and movement. Depression is about slowing down, sloth. Activity is key. Being too mentally involved or stimulated to be depressed is the surface answer.

Meditation is the realest answer for the woes of the western world. It allows you to become the Eye of the Storm.
 
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