bottling up all emotions/feelings

[Theraflu]

i dont make money now. i worked until i could afford this driving course and then i quit

well in that case as @CykeSummers said you need another job.

this is real life now.

Even if you wanna do side shyt (move some weight on weekends)

you need a consistent flow of income, you don't pay rent, you ain't got no bills so really saving shouldn't be hard.

Time to buckle up bre breh

unlike b4 don't get a hardcore full time gig, get something part time so you can do your boxing too.

 

[yo moms]

well in that case as @CykeSummers said you need another job.

this is real life now.

Even if you wanna do side shyt (move some weight on weekends)

you need a consistent flow of income, you don't pay rent, you ain't got no bills so really saving shouldn't be hard.

Time to buckle up bre breh

unlike b4 don't get a hardcore full time gig, get something part time so you can do your boxing too.

lets be real here. the only reason i had to wor for amazon is becasue they were the only ones who would hire me. one of my coworkers was a convict and he said the only place he could get work was amazon as well because they dont care who they hire.

theres no hope of me getting a job in the real world. and i know this as a fact.

 

[Theraflu]

lets be real here. the only reason i had to wor for amazon is becasue they were the only ones who would hire me. one of my coworkers was a convict and he said the only place he could get work was amazon as well because they dont care who they hire.

theres no hope of me getting a job in the real world. and i know this as a fact.

breh what have you got on your rapsheet. ?
the GBH shyt we talked about or what else ?

 

[JasonSJackson]

Everybodies a G until its time to be a G

 

[yo moms]

breh what have you got on your rapsheet. ?
the GBH shyt we talked about or what else ?

no i got off the gbh because it was self defense. i only have a couple of drunk and disorderlys. but thats not the reason i cant get hired. its because im unhirable. ive got a stinking bad attitude and hate authority with a passion. i dont try to hide these facts either.

 

[yo moms]

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[HoloGraphic]

lets be real here. the only reason i had to wor for amazon is becasue they were the only ones who would hire me. one of my coworkers was a convict and he said the only place he could get work was amazon as well because they dont care who they hire.

theres no hope of me getting a job in the real world. and i know this as a fact.

There are others. You will find the one that works for you. Don't get attached to what you find, interviews, or jobs in between. Bounce around UNTIL you find the right thing. If it ain't right, make it work as long as you can before you start looking for the next one again. Its about the journey and.....

no i got off the gbh because it was self defense. i only have a couple of drunk and disorderlys. but thats not the reason i cant get hired. its because im unhirable. ive got a stinking bad attitude and hate authority with a passion. i dont try to hide these facts either.

....learning how to fix this attitude. We ALL hate the world's authority and the system. It is filled with necessary evils. Working shytty jobs is one of them. But its necessary because it Allows you an Allowance so you can do what you Want to do, something better. Discipline and patience will allow you to save properly, get back in the gym and do this shyt right the first time. You don't want to be 35 in the same place you are now. Change is constant. The sooner you change yourself the better, even if it's little by little, as your ready for it. It's like driving a manual car. Adjust your pace. You will change this to something better over the next few years.

Your 18, your running out of strikes. But doing what you have to do gets easier, especially when you realize these things are what will get you what you want. Focus on your goal, even if the whole world is in your way...it will be. Stay outta trouble.