Are you an only child?
nah
Are you an only child?
years of anger/frustration/hatred for living in this country. i guess thats what happen when you live with your white mom and are around racists all day every day for 18 years
Why don't you go live with your dad then?
I spoke on here about my family experience when we moved from Hackney in East London to Herfordshire outside London, before moving to Berlin bigger house better surroundings but Jesus Christ those racist c*nts Called my sister a nikka London ain't bad but outside London it ain't no joke, those close minded racist chavs
There's nothing wrong with holding your emotions in shows self control and discipline (you probably developed that from your training). I prefer to see someone who keeps it all together and handles himself well than those overly emotional types acting a fool
A lot of black men have a problem with controlling emotions, which is why a nikka can catch a murder charge over a random fight, a lot of nikkas 'lose it' easily and it's the reason why so many of us are in prison, so what you have going on is better than them nikkas bottling dudes on Friday nights over a dumb argument
Don't listen to arm chair psychologists, we don't all need to be overly emo fakkits or seeing counselors and shyt I know a lot of dudes who battled hard child hoods, depression etc all with sport, working out, running, training, etc raises your serotonin levels and it gives you something to focus on. You need to keep your mind and body busy always. Idle body and mind is bad
Eventually as you get older you'll find someone you trust enough to open up to (for me it was my girlfriend/fiance) till today my girlfriend is the only one who knows some of the horrors and sheer fukkery I saw growing up. You don't trust anyone enough now and that's cool don't let these nosey c*nts try get u into 'letting it out to them' Wait till u meet someone u trust, when u meet em ull know.
I've been there growing up in Europe but this is the part where you realize you're a man, it's all these experiences and self reflection that's shaping you into the man ur gonna be 5 years from now
That's all I got for you yo moms
the little knowledge I've picked up
if i had any emotions i would be tearing up right now
I know that feel
u need to get out of that shyt hole ur in
moment u get ur car drive away n never go back
i have the money for one of those 5day driving courses so im going to book that and then hopefully my dad/nan will help me with a car and then im gone
Yo moms time to be a man now
you realize u don't have all u want time to go out n get it urself
that's what I did
I think you should watch kidulthood tonight
nikka u barely making it through puberty
cmon son. how am i going to get 2k for insurance. and another 1k for a car?
lets be reality here how do you make money NOW