Black Suicide (Depression)

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I do agree but let me flip your question...
What was Wiz thinking marrying Amber Rose?
What was Tyga doing getting into a real relationship with Blacc Chyna?

It's something wrong with a lot of people bruh it's just how we deal with it and what decisions we will make...

Some dudes put tats on their face I think that's crazy but some people say that's gangsta...

Just saying they prolly need a med or a self analysis too...
most def they do. but those dumb decisions arent as final as a dumb decision like suicide
 

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for whatever reason the people that do commit that dont have the thoughts to figure they shyt out, or are too deep in theyre low they cant even see a light at the end of the tunnel. brains are not supposed to tell you to pull the switch, they shyt aint working correctly
 

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Find something to build on. There's things on this earth more important than ones life.
 
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This is the thing about life:

You spend an eternity not being born and an eternity not being alive.

So just shut up and enjoy everything in between.

FUKK AS MANY HOES AS POSSIBLE
GET HIGH
GET DRUNK
GET MONEY
EVERYONE and Everything ELSE CAN SUCK IT DxSTYLE.
 
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People say...oh your depressing...Nikka I'm happy as fukk I just express myself differently and stay true to the game!

I'd rather enjoy the only life I have and I will.

What's the alternative? Being in the ground forever?

Thing is depression is temporary...happiness is temporary. Everything comes in short bursts.

Man...I'm with my family right now...you know how happy I have to have them in my life?

I still look good.
I'm in shape.
I got tons of friends and associates all over.

Why would I ever murk myself at this point?

I've been through some bullshyt.
I've been homeless for a bit...sleeping outside
I've had shytty jobs.

But on the flipside...
I have a.blog with 3,010 followers.
I've self released 22 albums and E'S
I've been dj'ing for 15 years
I've been making music for 17 years
Been skateboarding for 25 years.
I got no debts except to society...

I think to myself...yeah I ain't a millionaire except in my mind.
It's easy to get depressed cause other people got this and that...

But I'd straight up say to some billionaire I'm better than you cause I know how valued I am as a human being to the people around me and I know I'm the shot so funk you and yo money and you cars and yo couch.

I have confidence. And swag. And heart. And I'd never sell my soul. I got integrity.

Most famous people and rich people are empty.

And who's to say I couldn't be making big loot 5 days weeks months years from now?

I have unfinished business before I leave this planet and imma let Nikkas know. Wordlife.
 
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if you consider suicide you need to be put on meds, something aint right in your brain.
There are many people that have committed suicide that were fine and healthy. Meds don't do sh!t except make things worse and they ain't the end all to be all.

No one really knows how the brain works 100%.
 
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Change your thoughts, change your life.

That cycle of negative thinking really drags you down to where you can't see the good even when it's there.

It's a process to get out of depression. It feels like an addiction where you have to fight to keep from relapsing.

:salute: to you tho, for making that change in thoughts.
 

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There are many people that have committed suicide that were fine and healthy. MMds don't do shot except make things worse and they ain't the end all to be all.

No one really knows how the brain works 100%.
Meds help...
They definitely can help...
But thought management can be a solution...
Meds helped me reset on a biochemical level...
 
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for whatever reason the people that do commit that dont have the thoughts to figure they shyt out, or are too deep in theyre low they cant even see a light at the end of the tunnel. brains are not supposed to tell you to pull the switch, they shyt aint working correctly
Are you a neuroscientist?

Can I see your degree?

The brain is like the universe or the deep sea.

Even though scientists and doctors have spent years researching it...we only know about 10% of what it's actually about.

Why do you think there are new studies each day about some new development or process in the brain that we didn't know before.

This is simple thinking...it's more COMPLEX then that!
 

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I recently got out of a depressed spell that lasted nearly 2 years and I have dealt with this for almost 12 years off/on. Living life how I want, becoming more spiritual, not allowing negativity into my life, and distancing myself from 90% of the people in my life has helped me greatly.

I can honestly say I'm in a better space now mentally, spiritually and emotionally than I have ever been. Only those who have had/has depression can fully relate. Change certain aspects in your life that need fixing and it can help greatly.
 
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I recently got out of a depressed spell that lasted nearly 2 years and I have dealt with this for almost 12 years off/on. Living life how I want, becoming more spiritual, not allowing negativity into my life, and distancing myself from 90% of the people in my life has helped me greatly.

I can honestly say I'm in a better space now mentally, spiritually and emotionally than I have ever been. Only those who have had/has depression can fully relate. Change certain aspects in your life that need fixing and it can help greatly.
I feel this.

I dealt with depression for five years...from 2007-2012...so I can relate...

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Yes I'm fairly certain of it...
I used to get bored and wild out when it comes to sex and women...
I have toned it down a lot this year...

You gotta factor in I don't smoke weed and I'm not a regular drinker...
I gotta have an outlet...


Yea, but there are healthier outlets.

I don't smoke weed and I don't drink on the regular. I've had my bouts with depression, but never turned to that type of behavior.

Sex and women can be short term, what are you going to do in the long run?
 

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If you can't live a bad life or a sad life with heart then you didn't deserve a good one
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