bein unable to enjoy life cuz you want so much more out of it unappreciation

[itsyoung!!]

Not exactly the same topic but similiar...


When I clock in, no one works harder than me.. no one.. I been top seller (yeah I know a lot of people say this but I got the paper trail and references to prove it ) in district and sometimes close to region as well..

long story short, my credit used to be great, could get whatever I wanted with lowest deposit or no deposit at all (728 credit score ) I used to occasionally drink every once in awhile but never really wanted to get drunk or anything (I always wanted to know about my where abouts and seen to many foul shyt happen when people on drugs or drunk ). I aint even drink on my 21st birthday party.. half way through 22 though I started going to clubs every weekend, drinking and getting drunk every weekend and even started to go out on week days if someone offered to go to a pool hall and still end up getting drunk. Now instead of saving money I go to the club (not as much anymore.. but when I do go I still spend way more than I should on drinks).. shyt fukked and still is fukking up my future plans.. I shoulda been had a house or two

I mean im living life, and I do believe in the saying "you dont die with your money" but still.. I could have a nicer car (I have a decent car), I could have a house instead of renting, I could go on better vacations.. but all it takes is once vice or slip up some where in life and it can off set everything

I feel like I was a more mature person 20-22 than I am now about to turn 25

me not going out as much is starting to help a lot but I still lose focus when I do go out, its fukkin up a lot of plans

 

[Rominati]

One life to live. Dont let a day go. When its all said and done, life is all about your memories and ya happy moments. When your on ya dying bed. Your not gonna be thinking.



"Damm whats the difference between a v12 and a v6....."

 

[emac]

You gotta stop to smell the flowers, life is about the journey.

 

[SwagKingKong]

man some nikkas are never happy. I've learnt that the grass ain't greener so I'm perfectly happy with what I got although it ain't much

 

[emac]

I've been on my grind for 5 years straight on don't plan on stoppin anytime soon. It's great and miserable at the same time, I believe the word is bittersweet.

It's cool cause when I do touch down I'm always further than where I was. I'm always further than what I was last week. To me there's nothing worst than seein someone who hasn't changed who is doing the same thing when you saw them 3 months ago or 2 years ago.

It sucks because I say bullshyt ass things like I don't have time to meet new people. In reality I don't because I CHOOSE to stay at home and read or study or sleep reasonably. But in reality I could go out and have a drink with friends or just kick it. I network business wise and meet people through that but I don't have fulfilling friendships or relationships.

Right now I have my entire life mapped out between now and August 15th 2013. Barring some unforeseen illness, car wreck or job loss. Ima just be finishing goals and objectives, getting to that next spot...probably won't make any new friends or lasting relationships..this isn't good practice for life because if/when I finish all my goals if i were to ever settle down or have a kid I won't know how to just chill, relax and take it all in. I could find myself bored or looking for something that missing, creating destructive patterns or behaviors because im used to grinding. It's like nikkas who really spend their life fighting, they might have the world championship and all the money, retire and fukk it up because all they know how to do is fight.

Taking a step back and acknowledging what I have done, how far I have come and enjoying it is something I won't do anytime soon. I tell people to do it all the time. It's the one thing I preach but don't practice.

"everyone will tell you how to do it, they never did it"

 

[Broke Wave]

Life is what you make it breh, but I don't feel like its life until I've made it

 

[SwagKingKong]

I've been on my grind for 5 years straight on don't plan on stoppin anytime soon. It's great and miserable at the same time, I believe the word is bittersweet.

It's cool cause when I do touch down I'm always further than where I was. I'm always further than what I was last week. To me there's nothing worst than seein someone who hasn't changed who is doing the same thing when you saw them 3 months ago or 2 years ago.

It sucks because I say bullshyt ass things like I don't have time to meet new people. In reality I don't because I CHOOSE to stay at home and read or study or sleep reasonably. But in reality I could go out and have a drink with friends or just kick it. I network business wise and meet people through that but I don't have fulfilling friendships or relationships.

Right now I have my entire life mapped out between now and August 15th 2013. Barring some unforeseen illness, car wreck or job loss. Ima just be finishing goals and objectives, getting to that next spot...probably won't make any new friends or lasting relationships..this isn't good practice for life because if/when I finish all my goals if i were to ever settle down or have a kid I won't know how to just chill, relax and take it all in. I could find myself bored or looking for something that missing, creating destructive patterns or behaviors because im used to grinding. It's like nikkas who really spend their life fighting, they might have the world championship and all the money, retire and fukk it up because all they know how to do is fight.

Taking a step back and acknowledging what I have done, how far I have come and enjoying it is something I won't do anytime soon. I tell people to do it all the time. It's the one thing I preach but don't practice.

"everyone will tell you how to do it, they never did it"

Crazy life. I don't even have plans for today

 

[MikelArteta]

Judt go on a missions trip or volunteer at a soup kitchen you will then appreciate everything you have

 

[Peruvian Connect]

One life to live. Dont let a day go. When its all said and done, life is all about your memories and ya happy moments. When your on ya dying bed. Your not gonna be thinking.



"Damm whats the difference between a v12 and a v6....."

Yeah but doing "fun shyt", "dumb shyt" can leave you feeling just as empty.

 

[Dirk Diggler]

I take it one day at a time. This story is already written Im just going along for the ride

 

[SafeForWork]

Just be yourself. Once you've mastered the art of being you and the best at that, these feelings subside.

If you're a great singer, work on your craft. If you're a strong guy, work out. If you are fearless take risks etc.

Life is a puzzle. Make sure you take shape and not wedge yourself into the wrong spot and things come together.

 

[WaveCapsByOscorp™]

i don't know, it all depends on what you're going for and how you're doing it. you don't have to be in a situation where you don't enjoy life because you want more from it...

 

[↓R↑LYB]

To all the breh's feeling like they've reached success a certain level of success what specifically did you accomplish?

Started a company?
Made x amount in a year?
Got your GED?

Speak on it

Me, I don't have that problem. I'm a born loser who've come from a long line of losers. My credit score is lower than my age, I'm bout that life breh

 

[threattonature]

Breh I got this problem x10.


I almost literally have a burning fire of ambition in my stomach everyday. It drives me to insanity some times that I just want more and more success. I feel that at my age I should have already been invented something or been recognized for something. It's a crazy feeling I don't wish it on none of ya'll.

Yeah having a crazy drive is both great and depressing. My daughter seems like she's got that from me and people are congratulating me on it and not understanding I don't wish this on anybody.

I'm doing better in life than everybody I know. Moving up quick in my company, good ass salary, had a beautiful fiance, and yet I still wasn't satisfied and still wanted more. I keep thinking that once I reach a certain level I'll be happy but when I reach that level I want more.

Branching out to work on a side project that I'll have ownership in now hoping that gives me that satisfaction.

 

[Black_Jesus]

Everyone of y'all nikkas could die tomorrow... I can understand if a nikka was living paycheck to paycheck, but if you don't have any kids and ain't married you should be trying to enjoy your life as much as possible even if you.can't spare but a few hours out the week.. there's a difference between being ambitious and just being straight up impatient when it comes to reaching your goals in life. you'll get to where you need to be in due time I swear it