Do you have music that you stim to?
Im stimming in my chair to mop's first album.
im just repeating and bobbing back and forth in my chair... im vaping some indica right now. otherwise i would be dancing out of my chair with mg headphpnes on pissing anybody on the floor below from jumping around so hard
Stimming feels good. I always repeat parts or sections of songs when im listening to them on the device im playng the music with. I often think i should be a dj the way i keep repeating certain sections. Thats what i would like to describe my repetitions while im listening to music. I figured instead of rewinding my casette player, cd player, mpe player or whatever.. let me scratch on my turntables. I have turntables but havent been able to get myself to sit down and learn them.
Are you in the nyc area or a new yorker by chance, did you have an interest in the subway system as a kid or as an adult? Time magazine did an article about autistic kids in new york being interested in the subway system. I know i used to stim like crazy everytime i think of the subway.. the smell, the ride itself, hearing the wheels squeak while the cars turn around a bend into the next subway station, remembering all the stations and the cars... i still am a subway fan to this day. I plan on applying to be a subway operator. Its on my bucket list.
i railfan as they say i ride on subway trains for the experience. Since covid started, i havent done it recently. Initially, i wanted to railfan on the 3 train before covid hit. Now its like ill wait it out plus crime on the subway is crazy right now
. I don't want to entirely blame that on Asperger's however.
