This thread is one of the best Ive read on this site. Y'all keep strong
what would you say has been the biggest way in which it affected your life.
shyt I've lost every job I've ever had becuase of drinking in some way. Being too sick to go. Feeling too depressed to look people in the face to actually go(I've always worked around people so you can't go in hungover and not wanting to be around people. I will do anything to drink. beg, pllead, lie, cheat, steal(only last resort) but I have that face that many people can't say no to and my parents have money so I've never went without as long as I do "something".
I'm cool when I'm drinking. When I'm not drinking is when things start to fall apart and I'll do all the bad shyt to get more. Alcohol is like heroin to me. By any means necessary. shyts crazy because I ALWAYS sober up for a while and bounce back. Get a solid job because I'm a hard worker when I actually go and def. that likable guy and when I'm drinking will do anything for anyone and the nicest guy. when I"m not "don't talk to me" type shyt
