Anxiety is real. One day we all gonna die. Does that scare anybody else

[Vandelay]

I'm more afraid of how I die than if I die. I haven't made the mark on this world that I've wanted and that's disappointing, but I won't leave this world as a burden to anyone.

I've been off lately and I don't know why. Not sure if its anxiety, my heart, but I'm leaning towards hyperthyroidism. I took a blood test recently and I'm waiting for the results.

Its been having me think of death in the sense of my own mortality more often than usual.

 

[Long Live The Mamba]

Almost died in 2018 tbh miracle I’m here today, But that experience has took my fear of death don’t fear something we have no control over and is inevitable it’s coming to us all. Death & taxes brehs death & taxes

 

[Splash]

Nah, i just dont wanna die in a dumb way or with JBO open on my browser.

 

[ciubaca]

Do they count your inches at the autopsy?

 

[Wildhundreds]

Just don't die because you was on some dumb shyt.

 

[Juggalo Fred]

You should watch six feet under, might actually make you appreciate life even more.

He should listen to 6 Feet Deep by Gravediggaz

 

[Blackrogue]

Nope

There was a time i used to fly planes and we were happy go lucky about everything. Clubbing enjoying life. But the responsible ones.. there was this one guy. Went through college, had a fiance, never drank, first one to get a job. He went down on a crash right after takeoff which is really one of the worst times cause you dont have time to react. Died. The guy sitting next to him was another good dude as well who used to give me advice on what to expect going forward. Mentored me on some shyt. He died. Another guy in a separate incident. Dude ive know since childhood since our parents were friends and flew together. And he was basically a born pilot. Most skilled natural dude around. Died. The guy who trained me, An a$$hole but run into him the last time when he died in a road accident.

I over heard some dudes talking about the childhood pilot friend not not knowing I knew him. At the end they concluded. At least he died doing what he loved and what gave back so much to him and his family, feeding them and clothing them and providing for them.

So when I got back I was calm as fukk, accepting It wasn't a skill thing, it wasnt a who was good and deserving thing. It was just a thing that could happen but it gave back so much that you are willing to live with the consequences.

Most things is just about accepting the reality of it. Some things are inevitable. Its not a big deal. Its whatever. Imagine spending your life constantly worrying about things beyond your control.

 

[Ghost Utmost]

This question haunted me as a youth.

Now when I wanna stare headlong into existential dread I ponder the following.

Try to really imagine if the Universe, instead of having SOMETHING in it, what if it was nothing?

The nothing Universe fills me with dread when I try to really imagine it.

 

[Blackrogue]

There are billions of souls that have walked this earth in the eons of time that have passed. My friend, I tell you, this ain’t your first go at it. And it ain’t gon be your last. Religion can help you live right so that you are born into favorable conditions in the future.

All you doers of evil, persist in your ways. And you will become wise…but at a painful cost.

Goodnight children.

when I think of reincarnation I feel some type of way about the fact I can't remember the past me's yet we've been through to much together. Reconnect me to my past selves and all the people who rocked with me who I owe love and thanks to. For instance If my mother isn't anywhere in my next life as someone I could repay I'd be this storyline is shyt

 

[Blackrogue]

Almost died in 2018 tbh miracle I’m here today, But that experience has took my fear of death don’t fear something we have no control over and is inevitable it’s coming to us all. Death & taxes brehs death & taxes

taxes not so much we know that part can be finagled

 

[Kasgoinjail]

Everybody wanna go to heaven but nobody wanna die



Wu tang clan 4ever we don't die just multiply forever

 

[maxamusa]

I'm more afraid of how I die than if I die. I haven't made the mark on this world that I've wanted and that's disappointing, but I won't leave this world as a burden to anyone.

I've been off lately and I don't know why. Not sure if its anxiety, my heart, but I'm leaning towards hyperthyroidism. I took a blood test recently and I'm waiting for the results.

Its been having me think of death in the sense of my own mortality more often than usual.

U aint lying breh...I'm drinking green juice right now and worked out this morning hard....I keep seeing people falling off and I'm not getting any younger. Fukk all that.

Health is wealth breh take care

 

[DapMeUp!]

in general what’s crazy is I’m more “comfortable” with the notion of dying than I am with losing loved ones

100%

Not gonna lie I had came to terms with the fact I was going to go one day very young.
Since then it's whatever just make the most of the time your here

 

[010101]

ha*

 

[Dave24]

ha*