Yup. Covid got me realizing how much of a man-child i was.
My fuse is shorter than ever before (and this is coming from a non-confrontational, mild mannered, subtle tempered fella his whole life).
The last straw was when i went off on the old lady and severed ties w the person i wanted to spend the rest of my days with. Shiit was that bad. Called her every name
On the book. Took the sharpest dagger to her poor little heart.
A lot of us are hurt out here and need healing.
Shiits gonna take a lot more than just time and therapy.
How do we learn to evolve and become better people who react with resolve and respond with compassion.
I am broken.
And i yearn to be a more sound, empathetic and meditative individual.
Help me, mama.
EDIT; didnt' realize i posted this in the wrong thread.
But you catch my mid-drift. Sowwee y'all. lol.