Its been months since I was really active here and i feel its time to do some splainin
A year and a half ago i started something that i truly regret
I took a mild steroid for three months during the fall of 2013, i did all the right steps and protected myself with various things
however i took two other things that i should warn to never do: Clenbuterol and T3
im not so sure of the effect of clen but t3 almost wrecked me permanently. While on it everything was gravy. I gained 10 solid pounds with marginal fat gain. To put in perspective the change this shyt will do to you
I went from doing 3 x 5 weighted dips/pullups (45 plate) to 8x8 weighted dips/pullups :dro: i was doing layne nortons full routine without breaking a sweat. Gains ©
i felt unstoppable, i was banging more women in a short time frame than i had in basically years of adulthood(22 kills in 4 months
). Id be at parties and would routinely just get touched by women there. When youre on it you feel like a god(literally).
But the aftermath is what has fukked me. Strong eating habits of the past fell by the wayside as i gorged 5000 calories on the cycle. Once i came off it wasnt easy to just go back to eating "enough", furthermore I developed a bar habit that exacerbated my problems. Top it off with a new desk job and a crazy live in gf I had a recipe for failure.
So here I am, 185 lbs and wondering what happened well let me warn all of you. Do not do what i did, dont listen to people who question how big you are or how much you do of this and that. Strive to defeat your past self and thats it. I got greedy and Im paying the price, yet for what its worth this year hasnt been all bad. I got industrial certifications and passed my senior sequence exam so we're not complete shyt. But we're not immaculate either
this thread is my log, i will be back.
A year and a half ago i started something that i truly regret
I took a mild steroid for three months during the fall of 2013, i did all the right steps and protected myself with various things
however i took two other things that i should warn to never do: Clenbuterol and T3
im not so sure of the effect of clen but t3 almost wrecked me permanently. While on it everything was gravy. I gained 10 solid pounds with marginal fat gain. To put in perspective the change this shyt will do to you
I went from doing 3 x 5 weighted dips/pullups (45 plate) to 8x8 weighted dips/pullups :dro: i was doing layne nortons full routine without breaking a sweat. Gains ©
i felt unstoppable, i was banging more women in a short time frame than i had in basically years of adulthood(22 kills in 4 months
But the aftermath is what has fukked me. Strong eating habits of the past fell by the wayside as i gorged 5000 calories on the cycle. Once i came off it wasnt easy to just go back to eating "enough", furthermore I developed a bar habit that exacerbated my problems. Top it off with a new desk job and a crazy live in gf I had a recipe for failure.
So here I am, 185 lbs and wondering what happened well let me warn all of you. Do not do what i did, dont listen to people who question how big you are or how much you do of this and that. Strive to defeat your past self and thats it. I got greedy and Im paying the price, yet for what its worth this year hasnt been all bad. I got industrial certifications and passed my senior sequence exam so we're not complete shyt. But we're not immaculate either
this thread is my log, i will be back.