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Day 56, I'm really approaching a breaking point and hope these urges pass.
I almost gave in yesterday after I posted, I was so tense ended up going to see one of my girls. After I got my first nut, she wanted to go again but I was done. I still wanted to jack off after fukking her, with p*ssy in front of me I still wanted to jack off
This is the complete opposite of how I felt a couple of weeks ago, when sex felt great and masturbation wasn't on my mind at all. I'm starting to rationalize beating my shyt a lot, but I think I've forgotten how shytty I feel when I fap regularly because I haven't done it in such a long time.
I almost gave in yesterday after I posted, I was so tense ended up going to see one of my girls. After I got my first nut, she wanted to go again but I was done. I still wanted to jack off after fukking her, with p*ssy in front of me I still wanted to jack off
This is the complete opposite of how I felt a couple of weeks ago, when sex felt great and masturbation wasn't on my mind at all. I'm starting to rationalize beating my shyt a lot, but I think I've forgotten how shytty I feel when I fap regularly because I haven't done it in such a long time.