90 Days: NO Porn or Fap Challenge

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Day 56, I'm really approaching a breaking point and hope these urges pass.

I almost gave in yesterday after I posted, I was so tense ended up going to see one of my girls. After I got my first nut, she wanted to go again but I was done. I still wanted to jack off after fukking her, with p*ssy in front of me I still wanted to jack off :snoop:

This is the complete opposite of how I felt a couple of weeks ago, when sex felt great and masturbation wasn't on my mind at all. I'm starting to rationalize beating my shyt a lot, but I think I've forgotten how shytty I feel when I fap regularly because I haven't done it in such a long time.
 

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Day 56, I'm really approaching a breaking point and hope these urges pass.

I almost gave in yesterday after I posted, I was so tense ended up going to see one of my girls. After I got my first nut, she wanted to go again but I was done. I still wanted to jack off after fukking her, with p*ssy in front of me I still wanted to jack off :snoop:

This is the complete opposite of how I felt a couple of weeks ago, when sex felt great and masturbation wasn't on my mind at all. I'm starting to rationalize beating my shyt a lot, but I think I've forgotten how shytty I feel when I fap regularly because I haven't done it in such a long time.
Just fap breh.

fukk it :manny:
 

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Just fap breh.

fukk it :manny:
man the thing is I obviously started doing this because I overall felt shytty when I was fapping.
But since I can't remember how it felt, the motivation isn't there.
Like overall I can say I don't feel bad now, I just have the urge to fap and sex isn't as rewarding earlier in nofap.

Then I worry I'll fap and suddenly remember all the reasons I stopped after the fact.
The only reason I didn't crack last night is because I have a whole bunch of work related things to get done today, and I didn't want to end up oversleeping (which fapping used to make me do.)

And I just don't think it's normal for me to enjoy fapping more than actual sex, I think it's a bad habit I really need to break, just don't know how long it'll take to break.
 
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Not sure what day I'm on. Probably 14 or 15 but I started getting bunz regularly last week so counting the days of no fap is nothing now. Hope I don't relapse when I go back home.
 

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man the thing is I obviously started doing this because I overall felt shytty when I was fapping.
But since I can't remember how it felt, the motivation isn't there.
Like overall I can say I don't feel bad now, I just have to urge to fap and sex isn't as rewarding.

Then I worry I'll fap and suddenly remember all the reasons I stopped after the fact.
The only reason I didn't crack last night is because I have a whole bunch of work related things to get done today, and I didn't want to end up oversleeping (which fapping used to make me do.)

And I just don't think it's normal for me to enjoy fapping more than actual sex, I think it's a bad habit I really need to break, just don't know how long it'll take to break.
You're like me breh. Your middle paragraph is very real. Once you relapse you will go back to fapping regularly and that will fukk you up major. Before you know it you will fap once every other day for the next two weeks and come the New Year, you will hate yourself for breaking the streak.

Only reason I said "just fap" is because when I get like this I end up thinking about it crazy and when it's constantly on my mind, it's a dangerous place to be :francis:
 

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Somewhere into week 3, I feel more like a man now than I can ever remember.
I'm on some aggressive dominant shyt brehs.
Was talking to this dime yesterday, we were supposed to meet up but she pulled some last minute bs and wanted me to drive up to see her after we had agreed to meet at a specific spot.
The old me would have been on some :yes: :hamster: :cape:shyt...
New me told her to :camby: and we might get up before I leave.

Real talk I still wanna see her tho... :guilty:
 

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Chasteberry extract might help you guys. Monks use it to control sexual urges and masturbation. It supposedly increases dopamine levels in your brain so you don't always feel like you have to get that next fix. IDK tho never tried it myself.
 

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Chasteberry extract might help you guys. Monks use it to control sexual urges and masturbation. It supposedly increases dopamine levels in your brain so you don't always feel like you have to get that next fix. IDK tho never tried it myself.
never promote anything product you haven't tried yourself, that shyt is unethical.
 

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Almost had a relapse. Almost searched for porn too...

Was thinking like what's the point of this if I'm not getting p*ssy? I decided to lift some weights instead....
But the urge is still there though and the boners won't stop.

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Met a chick at a bar, (she was 33 I'm 23) we went back to her place, we messed around, I could get hard, but could not cum.
:mjcry:
Whole night I'm sitting there jacking off trying to cum cause blowjobs didn't work and my dikk wouldn't fit in her p*ssy ether. wtf is going on? This was week 3 of no fap. Haven't watched porn since then. Idk if it was "whisky dikk" My dikk was soft and looked longer, but it felt like I was super Vegeta fighting Percet Cell that night. Explain brehs!!

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