hey bro dont give up, i admire your progress and accomplishments. i wish to get there soon.
and see the changes. cuz im going through alot right now.
around what day can you say, you started feeling better about yourself.
and you started getting back your morning woods, and strong erections? im on like day 10 of no fap.
its a bit confusing on the no porn. cuz like i said, i watched a lil bit. while putting my own personal tapes away in the dungeon lol on dec. 11, dec. 12 my girl sent me a lil thirst trap, and today as i was cleaning my computer, i came across a pic of me getting sloppy, and i just stared for like a minute before i deleted. i didnt feel nothing doe, like no hard on lol.
this shyt takes madd long lol. i hope i start seeing effects by the second week of january.
I do no fap because of delayed ejaculation problems, like if I fap at all, I can barely enjoy sex. Also, I just feel sedated and content when I'm fapping regularly, I'm not as capable socially and not outgoing as far as pursuing women. And when I get down I get into the habit of binge masturbating.
like the first 3 weeks are the hardest parts, first week you really wanna jack off because of habit, by time you get to days 17-21, you gonna feel like you need to get a nut. I was trying to do hard mode with no sex, but I cracked during days 17-21 and got some p*ssy and just so happens I came from intercourse with me on top for the first time
. If you have consistent access to p*ssy the shyt becomes pretty easy, the first time I completed the 90 day nofap I only got p*ssy once and I didn't even nut during it, so it was damn near hard mode.
Once I got like 3 weeks in though my dikk was back on 150% as far as performance wise, my shyt did not get soft once I was in a room naked with a female, we could take a break for like 5 mins and my dikk would stay upright until she came back, I would bust a nut and my dikk would be back up in like 2 mins ready to go again. From days 17 to like 40 I was having the most sex I've had in my life just because I actually enjoyed it now.
During that period I had no desire to look at porn or jack off, like porn wouldn't even get me a little hard. I know for a lot of dudes they go through a flatline period where it's hard for them to get hard and they don't think about sex period that happened to me the first time I did no fap as well.
now it's like day 55 and everything is normalized, I feel normal, I'm not obsessed with fukking (I actually just ignored a call from my go to girl to come fukk, 2 weeks ago I would have been racing to pick her up), but I'm back to being aroused by porn. I really wanna quit fapping for good, or at least do it rarely, I think I'm walking a fine line by even looking at porn occasionally.