Yeah I quit myself... (I'm too old for that shyt)
Why has it not been the same ?: It's hard to explain but after I fapped one time to many I could feel deep down I knew I have fukked up. There is a lot of stuff going on in our body that just works perfectly and does what it's supposed to do without us even knowing it.. And that day I felt a weird sensation/pain and I knew something was not working the way that it normally had worked before. My stuff just felt numb, and wouldn't get hard on its own like it used to if I saw something I wanted to tear down
It all became so clear to me in that moment that fapping was wrong and that we really don't realize exactly how perfect God designed our bodies.. When we have sex and cum, it take our ENTIRE body to make us cum, and this is most satisfying feeling in this world. Pornography and fapping was not part of the plan. Its not supposed to be a hand and a computer screen.. Fapping doesn't activate and prepare our sperm to be ejaculated the way its supposed to be. Again this is just a feeling I have after YEARS of fapping and on an average of 3 times a day..
Before that day, if I knew I was going to get some p*ssy and I wanted to be at my absolute best, I would go and run for about 4 miles the day before,and I would take a garlic tablet, because it increased the blood flow down there.(its great for cardiovascular health) If I did those two things, id be hard on my own all day long by doing nothing. Hect even without running or taking garlic I could get hard, but it just made may hard on go from an 8 to a 10..
But after that day, I could go run my normal route and take a garlic supplement and still not be hard like i used to.. And for the first time in my life four play to get it up
It made me slow down big time and I had to go back to my ex who kinda loved me unconditionally but I do miss the days when a brotha had options
I don't know all of the medical term about all of the fluids involved in producing sperm but out body is not designed to fap 5 times a day.. If we can have intercourse and cum our body is telling us that's OK, and its prepared.. But if we're too tire we should take heed to the message our body is telling us and just chill out, and not try push it.. I pushed it too many times because of addiction.
Ejaculating is us losing key fluids in our body that makes LIFE.
What I realized after all of this is that we only get one dikk, and no matter how we slice it and dice it he can only cum but so many times in our life. .I know when we are younger we feel invincible, but regardless of how we feel that number never changes.
It's like car tires in that they only going to ride so many miles no matter how often you drive, but unlike your manhood you won't get to "buy" and new one and there won't be some maintenance light telling you when its time to get 'em changed.
My advice is to make sure you always have a girl on call to help you out, and between Craiglist casual encounters, POF, Tinder and OkCupid, (Ive used all four very successfully), there isn't a reason for a man to be fapping in this day and age. I wish i never started taking shortcuts by using porn to achieve an organism. It's the easy way out and there are no shortcuts in life. Do not succumb to fapping!
Trust me you want to be able to have sex when your 40s and 50s. Young girls love an older experienced, man, but at this rate I'm not so sure I'm going be able to have those experiences later in life. I think pushed the on off button one too many times.
Elaborate bruh.
Ill just go fap
