The internet is a beautiful thingBRUH, you just summed up my cycle in that post. Wouldn't say I'm a huge weed head, but even with no fap I'm more likely to indulge and make excuses for the use of a substance, while knowing it opens the floodgates to old habits and gets me off my self-control game.
Just made the decision earlier today to keep my substance use in check and stop being afraid of how powerful I can be when I don't let myself off the hook.
This conversation is meant to be because it reaffirms what I already know
Good shyt man. Let's keep getting better.
I was going strong with no piff, real adamant about not indulging in it. Then I got a text from one of my smoking buddies "what's up" I caved like shyt... I built so many relationships that centered around hanging out chiefing. I have no friends who don't That's unacceptable
We can do this man, the universe is all mental, we have to actually want this with every inch of our beings...