The internet is a beautiful thingBRUH, you just summed up my cycle in that post. Wouldn't say I'm a huge weed head, but even with no fap I'm more likely to indulge and make excuses for the use of a substance, while knowing it opens the floodgates to old habits and gets me off my self-control game.
Just made the decision earlier today to keep my substance use in check and stop being afraid of how powerful I can be when I don't let myself off the hook.
This conversation is meant to be because it reaffirms what I already know
Good shyt man. Let's keep getting better.

I was going strong with no piff, real adamant about not indulging in it. Then I got a text from one of my smoking buddies "what's up"


We can do this man, the universe is all mental, we have to actually want this with every inch of our beings...
