Nah you wrong for this breh
I hope it don't come true
OP, stay safe breh. And do everything in your power to leave that environment. If you've been living there for long, you're probably desensitized to murder, which can make you complacent.
If you're a young man with no dependents, you should be on your grind trying to improve your situation. The worst thing that can happen to you is to get comfortable with the dysfunction that's around you. Sadly our ability to adapt to our environments as humans can be a blessing and a curse, depending on the environment.