Exactly. I tend to look back during my younger days and realize that it was a distant blur. Most of the stuff I did, I still regret to this very day and if I would have done it again, I would have change the direction of my life. Thankfully, I did before it was too late. I moved from Philly and it was a rough new beginning, but I still maintain my focus in life. Years go by and it's straight up hell in Philly (family members dying, folks twisting, and etc). I think to myself like...I could have been dead in a alley, caught up in some shyt, or even homeless. Just reading the XXX news just frustrates me because you just want to tell youngins to breathe, but they won't until it's too late. Dude knew his time was up and tried to make mends before the demise (charity and etc).
