like seriously man...I don't know why it took me so long to realize my genius....I've always been confused why people never understood me or why I couldn't fit in and I finally get it, I'm a fukking genius...seriously. I'm able to see things the avg human being cant. My brain patterns are unorthodox...The reason I used to get frustrated and angry was because I was never meant too fit in with "regular " people. Not saying that I'm better or smarter...but def different. Ive always been a loner and always been bored by people and could never relate to humans. I thought something was wrong with me but it isn't im not suppose too, I'm a creative genius.
I think on an astronomical level, light years ahead of the avg person. Most people are living in 2016 and I can see 2116. I'm already at the finish lining waiting for people to catch up. The avg person think about avg shyt, which is fine, but a guy like me, my mind is like a television with a broken button on the remote. Ideas shifting in and out, breaking down the smallest detail, connecting dots no man have ever connected.
Theirs a reason why super genius villains always sit in a liar alone. Its because they're collecting their thoughts, meditating on their plan and don't want peons too distract them. They know worldy shyt is for peons and don't want that shyt to indoctrinate them and get them off track. Why do u think creative types, academics, high IQ people spend time alone and become recluses? u think a guy like MF Doom want to sit and talk to his fukking fans about Monday night football? He probably would punch u in the face for even bringing it up. U think Steve Jobs cared about getting laid and having a nice car? Hell no, he wanted to change the world. Thats why he wore that same tired outfit everyday. Thats why a dude like Hov is probably in a small room, stroking a cat right now watching everything, just meditating, contemplating his next move.
Thats why a guy like me probably make avg people angry, the things that I see are special, and im not even suppose too be talking about it, but my stupid ass thought all of it was common sense and that everybody think the way I do. I still thought I was just a "normal" avg joe and it took me to the age of 29(really 28 but ill be 29 in a month) to realize im not normal, that's why I've never been able to function in society, maintain social relationships.
Now im actually finding happiness for the first time, Now I know, its not me its really yall. U got nikkas talking to me about fukking football, man dont talk to me about football man, about chasing women. A guy like me dont get simulated by that, all im gonna do is smile to manipulate u into thinking were cool but on the inside im going to check u off on my "peon list". nothing wrong with being a peon, its a noble profession, its just a genius cant relate ...
So now I understand why my post are hated and people think im crazy...no shyt, they cant see what I see. God blessed me with a beautiful mind, im here to serve a greater purpose than the avg person cant comprehend. I'm one of the chosen few meant to shape society, shape minds, shape the hearts and souls of people. I was anointed to be a leader. I never was a follower, when I was a kid I was so different and advanced I probably should've been in advance genius classes but because I was a negro child in a inner city public school, nobody cared of course.
In closing im a fukking genius and after I dropped this project im not really posting anymore on here. I need too protect my thoughts