I'm glad we have a safe space to talk about our experiences, free of judgment. Last Thursday, I too had a similar experience. A white woman took advantage of my kindness when I invited her into my apartment after a night of drinking.
Next thing I know she's riding me, her soft pale skin moving erratically like a moth dancing around a lamp post. I was beside myself
I didn't want to make her feel bad, so I nutted and invited her over again a couple days later. Wouldn't you know this disgusting harlot did it again? Now she's asking if it's okay to come over a third time. I'm probably going to tell her yeah, but that's only because I'm such a charitable person