But it never happened.
You want to know what dying while alive is like?
Because my pains runs deep... you can see it in my eyes and feel it emanating from my soul.
All that affection I gave, time/money invested, dreams of being together forever with lil Howie's running the crib, I gave her my everything... all down the drain and feelings in the sewers, lost in the abyss of misery and heartache.
I will never be able to love again.
Now I know how villains are born and why they are the way they are. Once upon a time, they were good guys until something snapped. A triggered experience(s) that took a turn for the worst and at the point of no return. Sworn to be forever vile and demonic. Because if you look deeper into their past, you can see that their souls are so scorned, torn and broken... even a lifetime of Neosporin couldn't mend the lacerations to the heart.
They're essentially hurt and tortured souls fundamentally projecting their deep-seeded traumas and acting our their torment.
When a good guy has gone bad... we're gone forever
And this is how maniacal madmen are birthed.
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