AJW
Pro
Once you accept that unless you go down the dark side of PEDs you're not gonna make it to that MuscleMania model standard and stop caring what others think of your physique is when you will truly find happiness with your physique. A couple years ago when I was 19/20 I got so damn depressed with my lack of progress considering the dedication i was putting in - I then smartened up and now I'm proud of what I've achieved naturally and I'm happy. Yes I'll never look like Shaun Stafford or Simeon Panda but I've accepted I ain't got what it takes to run the risk with potential sides and I'm COOL with that now. Took me a while and got to the point where I hated everything in life (shyt hit me hard) but now I'm just focused on improving myself as much as I can. Just hoping for that day to come when natural bodybuilding/physique grows in populairty and I might have a shot at makin it. For now tho I know my limits and have accepted it. Also used to get made envious of dudes on roids but now I'm like 'fair play, looks decent and has got more balls to take the risks than I have'.
Still wanna make it tho
Still wanna make it tho