ALL THISAs a younger dude i accepted him as my lord and savior. Went to the alter asked for forgiveness, spoke in tongues went to him in prayer and asked for favor and forgiveness and blessings and in times of trouble when i felt i needed him.
Sang in church did mime skits. I can say i never really felt like i heard the lord. Honestly i didnt know if it was my inner self or not. But to hear a voice nope.
As i got older and researched things and people especially Serapis Cristus (i think thats spelled correct). I just dont know brehs. People walked on Earth before the story of Jesus they had know knowledge of Jesus shyt J wasnt even a letter.
Did they die and go to hell because they didnt accept him. Who was their god? As a child only god you know of is your mom and or dad they had to tell you about jesus.
So for me I have no fukking clue. Father and step father are pastors ive had discussions with them and i asked them to look at things but its like they dont wan to.
And Jesus is not his name. This i couldnt understand either. Yahshua is his name. So its like your praying and calling out to a person and your not even calling him by his real name.
All i got to say
Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior and He died for me and you to be accepted in Heaven as long as we go through Him.
I just fail to believe how a man who was born,lived, and died as a Jew spawned a whole different religion which is Christianity
Probably didn’t exist. There aren’t any independent contemporary accounts of him from that time. None of the writers from that time mention him.
But you spoke in tongues which is evidence of being filled with the holy ghost but you seem completely confused.As a younger dude i accepted him as my lord and savior. Went to the alter asked for forgiveness, spoke in tongues went to him in prayer and asked for favor and forgiveness and blessings and in times of trouble when i felt i needed him.
Sang in church did mime skits. I can say i never really felt like i heard the lord. Honestly i didnt know if it was my inner self or not. But to hear a voice nope.
As i got older and researched things and people especially Serapis Cristus (i think thats spelled correct). I just dont know brehs. People walked on Earth before the story of Jesus they had know knowledge of Jesus shyt J wasnt even a letter.
Did they die and go to hell because they didnt accept him. Who was their god? As a child only god you know of is your mom and or dad they had to tell you about jesus.
So for me I have no fukking clue. Father and step father are pastors ive had discussions with them and i asked them to look at things but its like they dont wan to.
And Jesus is not his name. This i couldnt understand either. Yahshua is his name. So its like your praying and calling out to a person and your not even calling him by his real name.
All i got to say