Lost my mom at 16 to cancer and I'm very much still fukked up til this day man
I remember back when I was in the military I got surprised with a promotion. And after the whole ceremony and all that, I got to thanking people.... Suddenly I realized that she wasn't there to see it and I swear I couldn't stop crying lol. My unit never thought I even had that kind of emotion before and they kept trying to console and hug me and all this other shyt. I tried to hide in my office, the gym, said fukk it and left work - spent 2 hours in Hawaii rush hour traffic crying the whole way
fukk cancer fr
Nothing but facts.
She passed October 14, 2014 and we (Me, brother, sister) still trying to put the pieces together. Plus my birthday is right around there, mood be fukked up like that whole month, shyt is crazy. Cancer is fukking garbage, jumping from one organ to another before you even catch it and you know our people in the older range avoid doctors and scans in the first place.
On a brighter note, she got to see my kids and always approved of how tough they were & how I was raising them. She'd forgive them for being One Piece fans, so I have to do the same.
