let's be totally clear here...
I've never tried to "convince" anyone of anything, what happens is I first person relate some shyt, and sideline, corny nikkas, who idolize criminality and "street" rappers, start hating and come with bullshyt. If you can't relate, you can't relate, but my perspective has never been from the standpoint of trying to convince anything. It's speaking my truth from experience...
I only drop my name when nikkas use words like "expose" or something. Who I am isn't a secret, I'm not a liar so there's nothing that can be exposed. I'm an authoritarian based on my experiences, you being unable to relate is a you thing, not a me thing. I don't expect you to be able to speak from my perspective...
There are plenty of nikkas like me, and many more who aren't. My story isn't particularly unique but it is authentic and my journey has really been my journey. You can't be a "petty criminal" and have the range of experiences I've had---->but then, I also realize I'm talking to a woman who isn't really familiar with being around guys who were really in it, so this response is about to wind down the interaction between you and I unless you tryna slide this way and get your guts rearranged
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I'm 35 years old, I went thru it when my second BM left me. That's life, nome of that shyt excludes me from having really run around outside. I am who I am, I'm loving my life now, hope you're loving yours. And I'll continue to talk about what I wanna talk about, you feel free to keep dikkriding, I ain't gonna stop you...