I was thinking the other day how they say the south is the racism capital, and no way its more racist than upstate NY. Im late night IG stalking. I stared out on my Page and cant remember how I ended up here. I just keep clicking on links to get a glimpse into strangers lives. Its interesting.. plus Im a voyeur. Its like wikipedia, where u start off looking to find the history of pizza hut and somehow end up looking at ted bundy crime scence photos.
Anyway I land on this big nikka page. Hes this big michael oher looking nikka, big gentle giant surrounded by rual cacs. blase blase im like whatever, i write him off as a c00n and think how his life is my nightmare scenario. But then I find out hes from a buffalo suburb and it makes sense.
Ive met so many white washed nikkas here is ridiculous. I think about myself and god damn, this might be the roughest city in america for black ppl. Literately your only options are poverty stricken on the east or like this big nikka, living out in the boondocks with REAL racist cacs. Most of yall big city nikkas have no idea what racism is. to yall, the white bytch at the gas station not say hi is racism, out here, we really do this. The only thing we got is pizza, wings, the bills and racism.
I think Buffalo might be the hardest city to make it in as a black person, and I question why my dumbass family even settle here and never moved. I look back like why the fukk would u stay in poverty in a known racist place where u can never rise? then I realized my family is full of indoctrinated zombies, I cant even look at them the same. I got nikkas in my family living in a fukking bando on the east side with furniture in it. Its not even a real fukking house, theres like 4 houses on the street and all of them look like the house from tales from the crpty, and theyre living in that like leave it to beaver n shyt and the only thing these nikkas post on FB is #billsmafia. Its like, nikka dont u know theres a whole new life waiting for u in another city? And theyre terrified to leave, I love my grandma, but she scared alot of them from leaving and only 2 escaped, well 3...im supposed to been gone but my unreliable cousin haven't found me an atp yet....i digress
So Im a genius surrounded by guys like this and fukking guys that look like DMX, but without the rap talent or wealth. ill scenario 2 b in, plus super sayian level 5 racist cacs. BTW that's how u end up getting fired at the mall and black balled , even when u have a world class portfolio. I feel like I have unique experiences being from here. Its like bizarro world and if you're "woke" all man, its hell on earth. Buffalo black people are so zombified, they have no idea whats going on. They're basically gonna be stagnant and die, its sad but fukk it, ive made me peacewith it, im 29 and its time to blow.
Bonus: Buffalo woman are unbarable, ugly fat nasty, smelly bytches....
what do clean females look like brehs? I digress....just venting
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