yea, but it was delayed reaction. At first I thought I was stiff.
We broke up, I flew back to Houston like
"Imma be good, now I can focus on the money and go back to fukking hoes"
Next day I'm feeling down so I hit up one of my old go-to's, she going through some family shyt, kinda in a fukked up place. Normally I would talk to her and try and make her feel better, but that day I was on some "fukk everything shyt".
I fukk her raw, it wasn't the first time we fukked raw but this time I nut in her with no regards, I know she's not on birth control or nothing and I'm normally more responsible than that.
After sex she's still in a fukked up place and I could tell she needed support and someone to talk to, but I'm still on some "fukk this" shyt, in fact I feel even worst after the post-nut clarity, I'm starting to feel real fukked up about the whole ordeal.
I get the fukk out of there, start speeding back home. Then I start to tear up while driving thinking about how I miss my girl and I can't believe how I just did the other girl. Eventually I breakdown into actual crying.