Thinking About Committing Suicide

[KyokushinKarateMan]

There are so many ppl in this world who are sooo sick and riddled with illnesses that EVERY SINGLE DAY OF THEIR LIVES is literally a fight for life.. a fight just to be able to breathe and make it through another excruciatingly painful day..nothing to look forward to but hope.

They wake up and smile, and do it over and over, every single day, no cure in sight for whatever's ailing them..

Nothing to look forward to day in and day out except for waking up in agony, watching life pass them by while being prisoners of their own bodies...

..and occassionally having to over hear people like the OP fighting(whining) for reasons to DIE.

All they want is Life, health. And here you are, with all of that and more, and all you want is to die.

It takes almost every fiber of my being not to tell you to do the world a favor..

 

[CodeBlaMeVi]

For some reason today I've really been thinking about it constantly but real passively.
I think Valentine's Day completely fukked with my head because I'm single.
I have no method I'd like to do it and I don't even have a great reason to do it.
I'm just tired of the bullshyt.
I hate my job. I love my friends and family but the day to day grind of working long hours in a underpaid position is really fukking with me mentally. It's like every day feeling like you ain't shyt.
I've just reached a breaking point.

Just gonna pray about it and get some sleep.

Before I read your post, I was going to say just do it if you're not attention whoring.

However, I get it. Sometimes something as simple as following your dreams and being unafraid of failure would your spirits.

 

[Made Myself A Boss]

Yup.

. And trust me... You don't know what the darksde feels like

I'm a certified lunatic

Capable of all kinds of things!

 

[CinnaSlim]

This too shall pass. Storms are temporary you just have to make it through til the sun comes out again.

You need to switch things up. Find something that makes you happy. Focus on the little things.

Learn to meditate and practice mindfulness.

You are not alone. Many people have contemplated suicide but we were strong enough to get through it. You are too.

 

[SemiEnlightenedBum]

This too shall pass. Storms are temporary you just have to make it through til the sun comes out again.

You need to switch things up. Find something that makes you happy. Focus on the little things.

Learn to meditate and practice mindfulness.

You are not alone. Many people have contemplated suicide but we were strong enough to get through it. You are too.

can we hold hands in the rain through hood grease rainbow blotches on the concrete while you're rocking what you're rocking in you avi..?

 

[Medicate]

Nah breh, don't even contemplate the weak way out. You know how many people got it worse right now.

I tried to kill myself by slicing my throat some years back, when I broke up with my girl, who I swore I was going to marry and have a family with, but found out she was a whore...........

But I slept it off and then ended up finding me someone else later on.

As far as your job breh.....come on man, suck it up and do the best with what you got for now until you find something better. Sometimes when you don't think about the shyt, stuff come to you more clearly and you end up gettin that reward you lookin for.

Hey I got to work two jobs right now....all this shyt is slave work, but we in a slave colony, where the workers are just commodities breh. This whole colony was built off our backs and off the very situation you're going through. But the fact you in the door at least and you got family and friends, you should at least get your weight up and start talking to someone maybe close to you.

To be honest I always have mini suicidal thoughts, but that's just me, because I can't stand this damn country and it just comes up every now and again, but then I remember that's what they really want, me to off myself, so that I can't get my savings and thousands and thousands of dollars of retirement i've saved, when I retire from their slave force,LOL, or they can't kill me with their garbage foods or their PIG Gestapo ain't shot me down yet......I ain't hooked on dope.....and I ain't been trapped in their prison industrial complex.... so I take it as a WIN, that i'm still alive, even though we livin like slaves on the bottom end. You winning right now as a Black man, as long as you ain't dead, a dope addict or in Prison. Beat them at their own game. Don't let them win breh.

 

[⠀⠀⠀]

dont do it breh.

o lawd, know yourself know your worth nikka

 

[Lo-Co]

i haven't dated in near 4 years. cause i'm working on my self. i want to be happy with myself before i date, plus suicide over lack of love ain't worth it. besides valentines day is a horse shyt holiday. ive been suicidal. i took 20 sleeping pills and did liver damage. shyt ain't worth it. ive spent half a summer in a mental hospital feeling like a dumbass around people who have had deeper mental problems. i still go through depression, but i try and write about it. get things off my chest. i've lost friends over my depression. but since then i've started to pick myself up and get out more. start with therapy. thats the first step. it may not be the permanent solution to end your depression but it helps to get your foot in the door. and if your job stresses you out. take time off. hang out with a friend. it always helps to have one good friend to mellow out with.

 

[Captain Crunch]

Don't do it breh, you got plenty of life to live

 

[WeDemBoyz]

Just going to leave this here

 

[Strapped]

You better than this op .stop punking out dawg

 

[Scott Larock]

I've been suicidal and depressed for many years plus I'm older than most coli posters, don't make a lot of money, no wife and kids for a man my age I hear it, some people straight up feel for me.

But honestly I just go day by day, I went single for years maybe 5 to 7 straight with fukking a occasional fat girl once in a while. I'm a pretty anger person in real life, not the nicest dude, but I live a tough life and I know when I get right I'm gonna get mines, I don't care about age, I'll be the old dude living like I'm 20 again I really don't care. I probably have more reason to kill myself than most of you considering how the black community has changed but but I just don't cuz I know I'll get mine. My mindset is scary, women would run from me by the way I think. I gotta lie my ass off when I meet girls cuz if I share my coli thoughts there would t be no second date, hoes would leave, guys like me is a massive turn off to most chick's. I'm too real for them.

Truthfully, I'm waiting for my time to come, I'm working on getting a new career well past 30, I'll be older than my boss lol.

Life is short, I just want p*ssy and money but money first p*ssy second, not a family person and infatuated with self improvement. Most women my age kids and knocked up flabby and sick.

Don't really care. I know my time will come. That's all I care about.

 

[1stPick]

Some of you people on here need more help than OP. Seriously disgusting comments emanating from this community today...reported a lot of your post too. Does no one recall the man who killed himself online after being taunted by people on the message board?!? You guys are acting like 15 year old fukkboys for doing this shyt. Grow the fukk up and realize that this man has issues and has come here for solace, not a scolding from his peers

Some people here are Fuking losers. You'll get negged for any off the grain opinion during a race discussion yet these fukbois encouraging someone to kill themselves is perfectly acceptable

 

[Medicate]

I've been suicidal and depressed for many years plus I'm older than most coli posters, don't make a lot of money, no wife and kids for a man my age I hear it, some people straight up feel for me.

But honestly I just go day by day, I went single for years maybe 5 to 7 straight with fukking a occasional fat girl once in a while. I'm a pretty anger person in real life, not the nicest dude, but I live a tough life and I know when I get right I'm gonna get mines, I don't care about age, I'll be the old dude living like I'm 20 again I really don't care. I probably have more reason to kill myself than most of you considering how the black community has changed but but I just don't cuz I know I'll get mine. My mindset is scary, women would run from me by the way I think. I gotta lie my ass off when I meet girls cuz if I share my coli thoughts there would t be no second date, hoes would leave, guys like me is a massive turn off to most chick's. I'm too real for them.

Truthfully, I'm waiting for my time to come, I'm working on getting a new career well past 30, I'll be older than my boss lol.

Life is short, I just want p*ssy and money but money first p*ssy second, not a family person and infatuated with self improvement. Most women my age kids and knocked up flabby and sick.

Don't really care. I know my time will come. That's all I care about.

I feel ya on that shyt breh..........

 

[hood b. goode]

dont do it

i lost my job last month, came back home to my place and screamed in anger, fear and rage, slept in depression for 10-11 hours, didn't eat once in a 72 hour period, literally felt like a loser and pathetic compared to everyone
the next day was hell, and that weekend every time i slept i prayed i wouldnt wake up again

Guess what...
Tomorrow I start my new job and I'm excited.

You can always make your way in this world. write down your goals every day and knock them out relentlessly.