im confused, sound like your trolling for some reason but if your not, im willing to give you a little advice.
1st and foremost, get yourself right, all that trivial shyt will be there, trust me. Your in a position of oppurtunity, your young in a progressive city with nothing but oppurtunity literraly around the coner. dont limit yourself because you feel that a ffriend will fill your empty void.
2nd go out and chill. do mundane things but instead of going along with the usual routine, be more interactive than normal. spark up a random convo at dwayne reade, bp or wherever your at.
3rd cop a new fit, get a fresh edge up, lookikng your best is a natural confidence booster IMO. I cant really explain it to you, but we all had thatg feelikng during high school with all new wears... laying them out and going over the week like yeah ima rock those ups with the jersey and all that ( circa 02)
and lastly and most importantly, cherish the time you have. this may seem obvious but some people take life for granted. live it like your last- fukk being depress that shyt is temporary.
now go out and start messing with these hhhhhoess!