I see what you're saying but when someone tells you how they REALLY feel the first time you better believe them.Just in him just telling the story about her birthday party, you can just see how much disdain she has for him: "It was gonna be a splash", she says all mockingly sarcastic and bytchy. And that clip doesn't show the part where Will says it hurt because she was right about his ego. Nah man, it hurt because you are trying to give the whole fukking world to a bytch who doesn't want it. This man has surrendered his own dignity all to please this woman.
I was watching an interview with Larenz Tate and he said Jada was supposed to play Delilah in Dead Presidents but she turned it down. He asked her later why she turned it down and she said she couldn't do it because of Pac's beef with the Hughes brothers. Look at the loyalty and respect she had for a man she wasn't even with at the time.
Jada has said repeatedly pac was her soulmate. That's a barometer no man dead or alive can make Jada feel that way.
During the promo run for BB3 on the breakfast club Will talked about how that affected him, she had her daughter writing him letters, etc.. And thats just the public disrespect she has shown Will dealing with Pac, I can't imagine what she has said behind closed doors. In interviews you can't even mention Pac's name without her breaking down in tears. Imagine the hurt her husband must feel in that situation or any women talking about an Ex like that.
In Will's eyes maybe its a challenge. Not to go off the rails but follow me:
It's like in the dating game as a single man, sometimes the women who seem thirsty towards you can make you lose interest quick. But the ones who are nonchalant, and who are not impressed with your job, money, looks, etc are the ones men tend to go all out for because you know its a challenge. That could be a microcosm of their relationship, Will is basically competing with a ghost. And that open, blatant disrespect can manifest itself it different ways.
August is being a chatty patty but he isn't the only guy that has broke dikk off into jada. And I wouldn't be surprised if someone has broken dikk off into Will as well. They have an agreement, not a real marriage, this whole thing is a mess if you ask me..