Alright OFT fam help me out on this one. There's this girl I'm fuxing with heavy, like I'm talking about she's the one girl I would cuff this cuffing season and not even feel remorse after it

and I know she fux with me too like it's blatant but every time I try to seal the deal she hits me with some type of excuse or straight curves my life away
I had a dream I was walking with her in some kind of park setting and I heard these girls across from us and to the left making fun of something I'm very insecure about

we all got insecurities but even in the dream setting the ether was burning all the way down to my toes mes freres

after I heard them talking my "girl" runs away from me to go pick up something across the grass and I felt like she wasn't gonna come back
I don't know how the mind works in terms of dreams but I think my brain was trying to tell me either I wouldn't be able to form a relationship cuz of my insecurity or the insecurity was stopping the girl from letting me secure that. Something along those lines. Wot is going on