Essential The Mental Health Thread

[Dont@Me]

can't find genuine people anywhere. They seriously exist extremely few and far between.

I'm cutting off all of these fake people. Literally all of these women are fake, and I can live with that. I'll really just do me with my passions.
It's hard not having many if any true friends at all though. The people who I "thought" were friends, or who I settled for as a friend when I covered their dealbreaking flaw only for it to obviously appear bold as day later on. I only took them in as friends because they gave me a connection that I desired in this shytty world, but they always fail to live up to my (high?) expectations . The fukk else would I expect?

the few girls texting me need to fukk off because they'll never understand my or their true nature. I'm honestly done. All I have is coli for "socialization" and music really. i feel like i have to be fake when socializing at work so that doesn't count and people prefer that "image" of me. fukk virtually everything else. fake ass ingenuine people. I'd be better off dead than living in this phony ass world.

God damn. What happened to me 5 years ago?!

 

[Dont@Me]

damn been 6 yeats

Have you improved Breh?

 

[JUSTIN HERBERT]

lol yall have a mental health thread but in page 1 yall taking mental health jokes at that mexican woman being drunk at her job

 

[TELL ME YA CHEESIN FAM?]

lol yall have a mental health thread but in page 1 yall taking mental health jokes at that mexican woman being drunk at her job

That's all me nikka and she's mentally ill
My thread is a reminder of what not to do
Keep your sponsor's number on speed dial

 

[Coolin']

That's all me nikka and she's mentally ill
My thread is a reminder of what not to do
Keep your sponsor's number on speed dial

Forreal. And apparently she showed up sober and got drunk while working. Where they do that at?
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Hope brehs are doing well in here.

 

[Jasonmask]

Got a session on Wednesday, but I’m switching it to Thursday. A lot of crazy weird shyt has been happening to me that I haven’t felt since my peak schizo years.

 

[Canada Goose]

I was on reddit the other day and this person in Sweden said it got so bad for them they opted to get euthanized

You got an link to the reddit post?

 

[Roland Coltrane]

You got an link to the reddit post?

I gotta find it breh. Gimme a day or two



I don't want you getting any ideas tho

 

[Roland Coltrane]

damn been 6 yeats

how u feeling?

better I hope

 

[Prynce]

how u feeling?

better I hope

Yeah I am got help and grew in wisdom

 

[Prynce]

Have you improved Breh?

Yeah I have in a lot ways

 

[maxamusa]

I know it sounds crazy but talking to myself out loud helps me a lot

 

[spacewraith]

I've been suspecting it for years, but it feelx like I got mental roadblocks. Undiagnosed ADHD and or minor depression might be at play fr

 

[MalaKai]

Prayers up for all you in here being honest and sincere.....

 

[Roland Coltrane]

Magnesium Citrate. That is the one that "calms" the brain.

I've tried nearly every supplement there is from magnesium, to ashwaganda, to turmeric, to gabba(that was a disaster )

I recently went to a tea house and just sitting in a quiet place drinking tea was pretty nice


I cannot get out of my head or out of my own way for the life of me. I've always dealt with the intrusive thoughts, the obsessing, the ruminating but it feels like I've regressed a lot

I've got 13 months sober and I felt a lot better mentally 6 months in than I do now

It's like now I realize with a great deal of clarity why I drank. It was to keep the demons at bay and now I gotta deal with all this shyt and I'm failing miserably