Sometimes you gotta make radical changes....
I love hip hop to death, but I started making beats before I truly knew what hip hop was. I spent hours and horus making beats, even though I wasnt always enjoying it. I just knew I had talent, and beats were the easiest, most comfortable way for me to express that. i didnt even have to learn music theory, or lay down my own grooves
I fel like I been losing my passion for that particular avenue as Ive gone out into the real world. I wanna make music with other people, and I wanna make hip hop beats, but I need a drastically different workflow. Last week, I had an awesome weekend, and then I became frustrated then depressed literally twice this week working on beats
fukk that shyt. somehow beatmaking brings out the worst aspects of my personality.... But listening to hip hop brings out the best aspects of my personality
why my lil punk ass had to go find all the best samples when I didnt know shyt about producing?