So a bytch hit me up after curving me months hell almost a year ago(I checked a year and 2 months lol) .. . I was real cool about it wished her luck blah blah . . so she hits me up today(guess that other nikka flung her back to the city dumpster) I mean the bytch tone was obvious as hell last time we talked didn't wanna be friends or anything . . I've encountered enough fake nikkas and bytches I'm surprised I don't just look at everybody with disdain because truthfully a lot of motherfukkers you met and are going to meet aren't going to be shyt . . it take a fake bytch to drudge up old memories, I still remember my graduation another smile-less day because it's the same damn day my grandma had to go into surgery to get her leg took off. . . I didn't expect them to come . .but shyt it still touched me a bit(a little later down the line when my father passes away they all take off to go to his funeral keep in mind he hasn't ever been in my life, the last time I saw him was at Walmart in passing we didn't speak I mean shyt he a stranger) sidenote I imagine in the future me telling this story to my kids and them not even believing the shyt
Shawn: yeah kids none of my family showed up to my college graduation gave them months notice and everything, but they took off from work to pay respect to the man who never had any interest in getting to know his own son
Shawn & shawnna jr: daddy why you always lying
so you telling me out of our whole big ass family not one of them showed up but they all went to see your father who passed
Shawn: yeah I wouldn't believe it either, but it's cool cause right after his funeral I told one of my aunts "when your father who never been in your life pass away god forbid I'ma go get my suit pressed, I'ma shine the shyt out of my dress shoes I'ma speak at his funeral and praise him as the best morale,honorable man I ever knew"
But you know I forgot my point in all this shyt matter a fact skip it because I won't continue it . .. I could go off on every fake individual I encounter but at this point my soul is different it's older, I use to think I could help/change people for the better. . by any means necessary but it comes with a price you lose yourself with every encounter you make out here. You get bit by enough poisonous snakes and survive you become immune to that bite.
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