You already know.:cookie:
neds declassified?
You already know.:cookie:
neds declassified?
So I think I've damn near rejected my super ego
Rebelion and parent issues
My ego is fragile and damn near non existent
Self esteem and depression
And I live and thrive off of my Id
Instincts. I'm a pleasure seeker. Whether that pleasure comes from sex, chemicals or music, I fukks with it
My id is out of control
I'm in a book hoarding mania, and I don't want to do anything else except go to libraries and read.
I'm supposed to be looking for a job, but I'm having a hard time trying to do the applications. I don't want to network or socialize or have any obligations. I just want to be left alone so I can read and stay in my fantasy world where I am a good capable person.
I know it's not good for me to avoid my responsibilities. I know how selfish and greedy I sound, and I hate it. But I want to keep on being selfish and greedy. It's too much work to find a job and remake my entire personality into someone who deserves to get hired.
It feels like the more I try to be more productive, the more my id breaks me down. I hate feeling like my mind is a bratty child throwing a tantrum. I want to be a good person who does good things, but I hate the thought of actually doing good things because it's too much work and it's too difficult. I give up too easily.
You already know.
Job has me fukked up.Hows your day?
What type of job?Job has me fukked up.
I'm trying so hard to get something else so I can leave.
Other than that typical day.
I can relateSo I think I've damn near rejected my super ego
Rebelion and parent issues
My ego is fragile and damn near non existent
Self esteem and depression
And I live and thrive off of my Id
Instincts. I'm a pleasure seeker. Whether that pleasure comes from sex, chemicals or music, I fukks with it
I'm looking for a driving job. Hopefully within next month I can leave this one.What type of job?
And I feel you on that. I'm glad I'm on the verge of getting this job.
But I came back from campus today. At a club.
I can relate
I have no real drive anymore except to make it in a small genre of music and saving up enough money to go around the world and live in excess
I'm just like y'all, I'm on meds and receiving counseling for it thoughSo I think I've damn near rejected my super ego
Rebelion and parent issues
My ego is fragile and damn near non existent
Self esteem and depression
And I live and thrive off of my Id
Instincts. I'm a pleasure seeker. Whether that pleasure comes from sex, chemicals or music, I fukks with it
A lot of males aren't really encouraged to be open with their feelings, especially with their dads, I love my dad but growing up he was emotionally distantSeems like daughters care more about a father than a son would ]