You already know.:cookie:
neds declassified?

You already know.:cookie:
neds declassified?
So I think I've damn near rejected my super ego
Rebelion and parent issues
My ego is fragile and damn near non existent
Self esteem and depression
And I live and thrive off of my Id
Instincts. I'm a pleasure seeker. Whether that pleasure comes from sex, chemicals or music, I fukks with it![]()
My id is out of control![]()
I'm in a book hoarding mania, and I don't want to do anything else except go to libraries and read.
I'm supposed to be looking for a job, but I'm having a hard time trying to do the applications. I don't want to network or socialize or have any obligations. I just want to be left alone so I can read and stay in my fantasy world where I am a good capable person.
I know it's not good for me to avoid my responsibilities. I know how selfish and greedy I sound, and I hate it. But I want to keep on being selfish and greedy. It's too much work to find a job and remake my entire personality into someone who deserves to get hired.
It feels like the more I try to be more productive, the more my id breaks me down. I hate feeling like my mind is a bratty child throwing a tantrum. I want to be a good person who does good things, but I hate the thought of actually doing good things because it's too much work and it's too difficult. I give up too easily.
You already know.![]()
Job has me fukked up.Hows your day?![]()
What type of job?Job has me fukked up.
I'm trying so hard to get something else so I can leave.
Other than that typical day.
I can relateSo I think I've damn near rejected my super ego
Rebelion and parent issues
My ego is fragile and damn near non existent
Self esteem and depression
And I live and thrive off of my Id
Instincts. I'm a pleasure seeker. Whether that pleasure comes from sex, chemicals or music, I fukks with it![]()
I'm looking for a driving job. Hopefully within next month I can leave this one.What type of job?
And I feel you on that. I'm glad I'm on the verge of getting this job.
But I came back from campus today. At a club.![]()
I can relate![]()
I have no real drive anymore except to make it in a small genre of music and saving up enough money to go around the world and live in excess
So I think I've damn near rejected my super ego
Rebelion and parent issues
My ego is fragile and damn near non existent
Self esteem and depression
And I live and thrive off of my Id
Instincts. I'm a pleasure seeker. Whether that pleasure comes from sex, chemicals or music, I fukks with it![]()
A lot of males aren't really encouraged to be open with their feelings, especially with their dads, I love my dad but growing up he was emotionally distantSeems like daughters care more about a father than a son would]