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Holy fukk Batman! My revelations for the day blew my mind out of my fukking chest.

Tangent: shyt like this is why I fukk with aroma therapy and meditation.

Anyway, I realized the ugliest chick I dated loved me more than any girl I've ever dated. I realize I liked her, but I was caught up in some bull shyt so I didn't recognize it.

I'm blind as fukk. Also stupid as fukk. I fukked myself over. She was super chill and supportive.

I was shallow and insensitive. I didn't even know her name. That's fukked up and unacceptable. I will never treat someone like they're disposable again. It's not right!

The things I want aren't what I need. What I need will not look like what I want.

I get it now. I wondered how two ugly people could date. It's because the really like being around each other.
It is fukked up when you realize the people you took for granted cared the most about you.

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It is fukked up when you realize the people you took for granted cared the most about you.

:mjcry:
Exactly. She wasn't bad looking either. She wasn't the girls I was Draking over. I'm putting ugly girls on the menu. Lol, frfr, I don't wanna die alone.

The older I get the more I realize I need to relax my standards. Everything has to be perfect or I'm not happy. Things are never perfect. I'm never happy. I'm choosing to be un-happy. It's stupid as fukk.
 

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Exactly. She wasn't bad looking either. She wasn't the girls I was Draking over. I'm putting ugly girls on the menu. Lol, frfr, I don't wanna die alone.

The older I get the more I realize I need to relax my standards. Everything has to be perfect or I'm not happy. Things are never perfect. I'm never happy. I'm choosing to be un-happy. It's stupid as fukk.
I feel like I spent too much time chasing women that weren't worth it. Even though I had someone who cared but I was wrapped up in the looks of other women. I admit I'm still too focused on looks at times. Yet I'm slowly getting off that. Im just becoming more of a social person and taking more risks.
I'd love a wife in the future but I'd be alright with being by myself in older age.
 
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