Yo, big ass dudes with little ass girls looks weird as fukk. Two big people together looks weird to me. It's like trying to stuff a square in a triangle.
Lol I find myself trying to figure out how they get down.
Yo, everybody has kids. Which is scary because most people I run with now are younger than me. Sometimes I forget the rest of the world doesn't go as hard as me. I have a high standard for myself. Lol I never meet that standard and that keeps me out of a lot situations I'm not interested in.
Most girls are locked down by 24. The ones worth locking down anyway. I'm suspicious of any girl without kids or a serious partner if she's older than 24.
Why doesn't anybody want that girl?
I don't think I'll ever be happy with one girl. I need three. Even when I'm dating a baddie. She isn't enough for me because she's one way. I have two very different sides of me and both need to engaged. Yeah, I'm a nice kid most of the time.
But I need to do evil too. I enjoy being bad. I think I'm going to live a double life. Clean shaven me during me the day and I'll let the savage out at night.
I'll lock a nice girl down. I gotta have my demon on the side. I thought not having sex would help. And it did, it helped me realize I enjoy both sides of me and no woman will never accept she'll never be enough for me. I gotta live a lie.
I don't feel bad anymore because it's not my fault. I can only be who I am and not judge other people.