Essential The Locker Room's Random Thoughts
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i get it. id see it as just an ego boost. a feeling of feeling like a king and wearing a mental crown for once. i admit at times thats why id have the desire of being atop the hill.
i dont even have that big of a circle to be real.
i respect that. i care about my friends, and i dont want to see them as just placeholders, but a benefit to my life. i had a plethora of friends, but id always disappear and do my own thing. i just get curious about the other side of juggling so many people. i have about 5 people i talk to offline. about 2 on here that i text. yet i see people when see them. like linus caldwell at the end of oceans 13.
i feel like i just dont participate as much on the coli as i used to.
What you mean breh? :whatinthefukkery:Japan likes titties...
They REALLY like titties
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i get it. id see it as just an ego boost. a feeling of feeling like a king and wearing a mental crown for once. i admit at times thats why id have the desire of being atop the hill.
i dont even have that big of a circle to be real.
i respect that. i care about my friends, and i dont want to see them as just placeholders, but a benefit to my life. i had a plethora of friends, but id always disappear and do my own thing. i just get curious about the other side of juggling so many people. i have about 5 people i talk to offline. about 2 on here that i text. yet i see people when see them. like linus caldwell at the end of oceans 13.
i feel like i just dont participate as much on the coli as i used to.
Breh, a lot of people who have sanity don't participate on here like they used to
As far as feeling like a king, really what I'm trying to get at is I wouldn't like for others to provide me with that feeling. It should come from within. From you being proud of yourself, how far you came and who exactly you are.
If you can get it yourself no one can take that feeling away from you.
thats facts. i spent time looking for a circle or a broad or two to lift my spirits, but i always felt empty after a while. ill be honest. ive had more of an obsession of being universally desired by women on some prince shyt in my younger years. like i wanted to be this casanova with a harem of hoes. different puss for every day of the month. id be satisfied with one or two honestly. i just lack a desire for a relationship. i had 2 women within the last year i started to take serious, yet it just dissolved. but im here coasting, more into hanging out than dating.Breh, a lot of people who have sanity don't participate on here like they used to
As far as feeling like a king, really what I'm trying to get at is I wouldn't like for others to provide me with that feeling. It should come from within. From you being proud of yourself, how far you came and who exactly you are.
trying to get down to 230 pounds. and turn that into muscle. and learn Jiujitsu.
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thats facts. i spent time looking for a circle or a broad or two to lift my spirits, but i always felt empty after a while. ill be honest. ive had more of an obsession of being universally desired by women on some prince shyt in my younger years. like i wanted to be this casanova with a harem of hoes. different puss for every day of the month. id be satisfied with one or two honestly. i just lack a desire for a relationship. i had 2 women within the last year i started to take serious, yet it just dissolved. but im here coasting, more into hanging out than dating.
trying to get down to 230 pounds. and turn that into muscle. and learn Jiujitsu.
I used to be that way. Hip hop and being young will do that to a kid. But then idk my mind changed. Perspectives on love and affection changed up and I'm a big believe of karma so I really just preferred having that one woman that I can place above everything else and give judgement free love, care and appreciation. I crave relationship. If it dosent feel serious I tend to lose interest because I don't want to feel like I'm wasting time or bullshytting anyone. Currently just working on my move to be closer to my lady.
