I have to break character.
I've cleared some fukkery and instability out of my life. It's great, and I'm learning to relax and be stable, yet that and watching my peer group also do the same makes me think why though? What is all of this for? I believe that's why many of the changes I try to make never stick because I don't have a strong enough reason as to why I'm making the changes. Doing it for me isn't as cemented in my mind. I feel like I'm doing it because I'm supposed to and that isn't a good reason at all. I want to make the changes and yet I still want to be online taking pot shots at people that really don't care and kinda showing out for people that don't care. Just some thoughts.
Back to the dead she goes.