It's a struggle sometimes not to slip into negative mindsets. Lately I either get into my feelings or I'm filled with anger which are both new emotions for me. Hurt pride/ego or either longing for the past.
But I'm a lot more adept at controlling my emotions now then what I was a few months ago. I just been using those feelings to motivate me and it's been doing wonders. I already have more than I had 6 months ago and in 6 more months I will have even more. I got something to prove now and I just been using every negative thought to fuel me. I spend hours in the gym 5 times a week. I got a better job and killing in school.
I'm damn near killing myself at how hard I been going but this burning in me keep me going.
Guess you never know where your motivation will come from word to fewtcha