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I dont get how some people can act stuck up and be elitist like when they havent done anything worth acknowledging and arent doing anything either. :yeshrug: who the fukk are you supposed to be? :gucci: Like be for real. Social media really be doing a number on some people and they dont need anything to gas them up so they become stuck up failures. Even if you succeed, gotta have some humility otherwise you will end sabotaging your shyt to fail. Theres nothing worse than seeing someones ego get in their way where they sabotage themselves and even the people they are around so they NEVER progress or go any fukking where. I grew and witness seeing shyt like that and believe me, narcissism, a big ego and etc will ruin your life if you dont check that shyt or distance yourself away from that energy. If you dont have enough grounded people around you too who are encouraging you to ruin your life too. Just some advice to yall future failures out there who need to be told the truth.
 
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I dont get how some people can act stuck up and be elitist like when they havent done anything worth acknowledging and arent doing anything either. :yeshrug: who the fukk are you supposed to be? :gucci: Like be for real. Social media really be doing a number on some people and they dont need anything to gas them up so they become stuck up failures. Even if you succeed, gotta have some humility otherwise you will end sabotaging your shyt to fail. Theres nothing worse than seeing someones ego get in their way where they sabotage themselves and even the people they are around so they NEVER progress or go any fukking where. I grew and witness seeing shyt like that and believe me, narcissism, a big ego and etc will ruin your life if you dont check that shyt or distance yourself away from that energy. If you dont have enough grounded people around you too who are encouraging you to ruin your life too. Just some advice to yall future failures out there who need to be told the truth.
I get what you're saying but you also never know who you're talking to online and who will see your shyt.

Your favorite rapper might really be bored and lame and post on here with a jay z avatar

who knows
 

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I get what you're saying but you also never know who you're talking to online and who will see your shyt.

Your favorite rapper might really be bored and lame and post on here with a jay z avatar

who knows
Facts. I honestly think theres multiple people who know me that are on here watching me on spying shyt. Its not like im doing anything or saying anything thats bad about them or im lying about anything. Ill admit i havent revealed specific details about my life as common sense. That wasnt directed towards them if they want to know. They should give me a damn shout or say hello in the private message anyway.

But im gonna be honest, man. That shyt isnt directed to anybody specifically. Theres way too many people out here being pretentious, stuck up, arrogant as all hell and they havent done shyt worth acknowledging. :yeshrug: to me, that shyt is annoying and its like who gave them the right to think they can act smug towards other people? Miss me with that shyt. Humility isnt a bad thing.

Ive always waited for the day to be confronted about my activity on this site, being on the coli/sohh and the internet in general. I THINK ive done a good job of hiding my identity on here where nobody has approached me in real life and said hi @Pazzy. So this is you in real life.

I actually would like some people to see this shyt though to know the other side of me. I would liked to be called out by someone who knows me personally and to my face too. That would be one of my 2025 wishes. Im ready to retire this shyt. :mjlol: im a lot nicer offline but that depends on when and where you catch me. I know how to act like a professional in the right settings and i can act like a nutjob in another setting. It depends on my comfortability. Im weird to be honest which is why i dont like to be around a lot of people because they dont get how i think and work. Im usually very critical and judgemental of others because thats how i was treated and learned as a kid so i picked it up as a habit. I feel like i genuinely care about people too much that i ultimately just feel overwhelmed. I cant seem to focus on myself enough.

Truth be told, i think i should probably maybe go back to school to study psychology to help people out or to understand myself better. I could have been a psych minor. Was actually doing REAL well in my psychology classes. Could have been doing forensic psychology or some criminal profiler type of shyt. Might have to do with just understanding people better because some shyt i dont get.
 
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I just want someone or anybody to just understand me enough to just love me unconditionally through all my imperfections and craziness where they know im actually a good person with a good heart. :yeshrug: im only just trying to survive in a world where im against the odds for real because shyt really is against me, man. I KNOW im different and that shyt does bother me because people notice and i cant seem to do shyt about it. I sabotage my own self even and im still trying to figure how not to get in my own way.
 

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Facts. I honestly think theres multiple people who know me that are on here watching me on spying shyt. Its not like im doing anything or saying anything thats bad about them or im lying about anything. Ill admit i havent revealed specific details about my life as common sense. That wasnt directed towards them if they want to know. They should give me a damn shout or say hello in the private message anyway.

But im gonna be honest, man. That shyt isnt directed to anybody specifically. Theres way too many people out here being pretentious, stuck up, arrogant as all hell and they havent done shyt worth acknowledging. :yeshrug: to me, that shyt is annoying and its like who gave them the right to think they can act smug towards other people? Miss me with that shyt. Humility isnt a bad thing.

Ive always waited for the day to be confronted about my activity on this site, being on the coli/sohh and the internet in general. I THINK ive done a good job of hiding my identity on here where nobody has approached me in real life and said hi @Pazzy. So this is you in real life.

I actually would like some people to see this shyt though to know the other side of me. I would liked to be called out by someone who knows me personally and to my face too. That would be one of my 2025 wishes. Im ready to retire this shyt. :mjlol: im a lot nicer offline but that depends on when and where you catch me. I know how to act like a professional in the right settings and i can act like a nutjob in another setting. It depends on my comfortability. Im weird to be honest which is why i dont like to be around a lot of people because they dont get how i think and work. Im usually very critical and judgemental of others because thats how i was treated and learned as a kid so i picked it up as a habit. I feel like i genuinely care about people too much that i ultimately just feel overwhelmed. I cant seem to focus on myself enough.

Truth be told, i think i should probably maybe go back to school to study psychology to help people out or to understand myself better. I could have been a psych minor. Was actually doing REAL well in my psychology classes. Could have been doing forensic psychology or some criminal profiler type of shyt. Might have to do with just understanding people better because some shyt i dont get.
I think the chances of even knowing someone irl that uses this forum are probably super low. Unless you work in the music industry or content creation space especially.
 

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I think the chances of even knowing someone irl that uses this forum are probably super low. Unless you work in the music industry or content creation space especially.

Naw, theres people who dont have accounts that view this shyt. I remember one time back 20 years ago, one of my college professors who had to be in her 50s or older, pulled up an article about tookie williams from sohh. If she knows what sohh was in 2005, you can ONLY imagine who seen the coli. I believe that there are some people lurking this site secretly looking at my shyt trying to look for clues about me, my whereabouts, life and what im doing for whatever reasons. Im not as open about my personal life to people offline like that except a very few amount of people. I rather be a mystery because i dont want them to know how boring my life is. :mjlol: They would probably be regulars on here though and some might try to stop me from posting here on some retirement shyt.

I honestly wish i was exposed or confronted by the right person though out of love and/or respect too about this @Pazzy bullshyt. This is the year of @Pazzy because @Pazzy needs to evolve into the next pokemon stage of his life. Im almost 40. I honestly dont want to do this anymore and want to do something else with my time. Ive been on this internet forum bullshyt since i was 14. Im tired. If i spent as much time doing something worthwhile, meaningful and productive instead of posting on here way too much talking about nothing, i would be in a better life situation. Could have read more books, worked on my social skills, or whatever.
 
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Im ready to be cuffed, held hostage with love and sex and never heard from again on here or elsewhere. Seriously. I dont care at this point. But by the right person though. if the next pandemic happens, i just want to be holed in wherever living space i am in and fukking all day like a damn rabbit. Wear me out. I hope these words fall in the eyes of the right person who wants me as much as i want them.
 

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Naw, theres people who dont have accounts that view this shyt. I remember one time back 20 years ago, one of my college professors who had to be in her 50s or older, pulled up an article about tookie williams from sohh. If she knows what sohh was in 2005, you can ONLY imagine who seen the coli. I believe that there are some people lurking this site secretly looking at my shyt trying to look for clues about me, my whereabouts, life and what im doing for whatever reasons. Im not as open about my personal life to people offline like that except a very few amount of people. I rather be a mystery because i dont want them to know how boring my life is. :mjlol: They would probably be regulars on here though and some might try to stop me from posting here on some retirement shyt.

I honestly wish i was exposed or confronted by the right person though out of love and/or respect too about this @Pazzy bullshyt. This is the year of @Pazzy because @Pazzy needs to evolve into the next pokemon stage of his life. Im almost 40. I honestly dont want to do this anymore and want to do something else with my time. Ive been on this internet forum bullshyt since i was 14. Im tired. If i spent as much time doing something worthwhile, meaningful and productive instead of posting on here way too much talking about nothing, i would be in a better life situation. Could have read more books, worked on my social skills, or whatever.

Oh yeah forums are definitely a time waster. I do think they are also necessary though, there's a balance.

On one hand there absolutely needs to be a place for discussion on the internet that's not just new social media sites built up on algorithms that just feed you content, there should be places for actual discussions you could with people irl but located across the globe. But also, they do tend to be more addicting than social media as people dive into deep discussions and mostly arguments tbh. Discord is not a forum more like a chatroom which had/have the same issues, and the issue with Discord/Chatrooms is theres no legacy. Sure you can search things but its all timeline based like early social media sites, if you missed the convo you cant bump the thread. There's also no room for longer thought out posts like these, its one sentence texts.

But as far as people stalking you I think you're just paranoid lol. Especially if you're not some known public figure.
 

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Im ready to be cuffed, held hostage with love and sex and never heard from again on here or elsewhere. Seriously. I dont care at this point. But by the right person though. if the next pandemic happens, i just want to be holed in wherever living space i am in and fukking all day like a damn rabbit. Wear me out.
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:dead: tf
 

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I don't have kids, and don't particularly want kids, but these 'childfree by choice' people are annoying AF.

Nobody cares if you have kids or not except your parents, who want grandkids :comeon:
 

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I cant find that official weed thread. Im high right now. Its been over 72 hours since my surgery. Im about to mash up some potatoes. IM HUNGRY AS shyt!
 
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