Pretty pathetic on my end but fukk it,
Last Friday, I realized the person I considered my best friend since 6th grade* never really respected me at all
We're both different people and have very different lives so we usually lose touch for a month or two, he hit me up after such a month
The first ten minutes went alright, we caught up and were talking like we never stopped, then he brung up some really embarrassing shyt I did when I was 13 outta nowhere (we're both 24); after I asked him what brung that up, he started talking out the side of his mouth
He kept on talking and it hit me, after 10+ years it fukking hit me: this fakkit's been doing that same passive aggressive shyt for
years
It just occurred to me that I've never been able to have a serious conversation with duke and that set me off, long story short, I asserted myself, he kept going on and I blocked him, no loss
I ain't that same loser from middle school he thought I was, but real shyt, I just feel dumb as fukk letting that slide for so long, why did I ignore all that before?
Thought of this