Just me being real. Whether anybody wants hear it or not, I feel like no one can relate to me so whats the use talking to people period when no one will understand where im coming from or going through. That's why I stay to myself because I'm tired of feeling a certain way when I get around other people and am reminded of my struggles while hearing everyone else move forward in life, living their best life and shyt. I don't even like to have conversations with other people because I really am trying to hold it altogether in front of them despite falling apart inside and yes, I'm angry right now so if I do have an attitude or am angry, hey I feel I have the right to be.
And I don't give a fukk what anybody else thinks or feels about what the fukk I'm saying either. It's usually me chilling alone miserable dealing with shyt so I don't give a fukk about what anybody else thinks.
At this point, I don't even want any support, a hug or anything from ANYBODY at all because it just seems fake and out of pity if I were to talk about this shyt. I would appreciate it if someone showed me support when I needed it without asking for it because i stay in pain and it seems nobody around me seems to notice or cares. Maybe because I pretend so well or don't express it. Otherwise, I'm just fine chilling alone nursing myself back out of this hurt to stability again because what the fukk can anybody do?
They say the times you hurt the most, your real people will show up and it seems like no one besides myself shows up