Essential The Locker Room's Random Thoughts
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Played Just like Heaven in Guitar class today. Feeling good. They said Obatala would be pleased with me playing guitar again. Seems so.
My striking is precise once I get this grappling down I'm gonna be a bully.
I hate that I have sapiosexual tendencies.
Omg I think I have that. I found a brehette who had a dope personality but in the end she just wants dikks. Needless to say I took it like a bytch when she left me after several dates
Sapiosexual's are people who's attraction depends on the the other person's mind or intellect .
Yeah she wasn’t dumb at all. I know so much about her meanwhile who ever she fukking now won’t lol
fukk it. Im a superhero standing tall in the face of adversity. A lower person would have broken down by now. Theres people that are literally falling apart to shyt that i deal with regularly and for my whole life. 
at this point, im like fukk it. It is what it is. Trying to figure out my purpose, life, what the fukk is life and all this deep shyt while folks seem to want to be comfortable. Theres times in my life and even recently, where im searching for something to live for because there doesnt seem to be any reason. Like i often wonder if ill ever get a REAL chance to be comfortable or be stressed free or have no anxiety but it doesnt happen. Im NOT comfortable and often struggle to be but yet im forced to have to do shyt to make other people feel comfortable. This is why i spend a lot of time alone because it seems like folks and me dont seem to see eye to eye on shyt.
At times, i find myself not wanting to be bothered where even when someone is around me, im like "i dont want to talk to you right now" or sorry, im busy. Ill talk to you later and ill text them back either some hours later or the next day. Then theres times where ill respond back right away. It depends on my mood but for the most part, i try to stay away from people because i may not be in the mood to deal with people period. Misunderstandings and having to express how i feel and shyt, its like i feel like nobody gets me or just fukking weird so ill be like embarrassed or not feeling confident in what im saying to them.
I hate having social convos. Weird enough, people actually stop and interact with me without me even asking.
thats another reason why i dont like to be around people too much. It makes me feel a bit better about myself but it makes me anxious having to fukking talk to people or respond to them so i just avoid that shyt by not being around people.
at this point, im like fukk it. It is what it is. Trying to figure out my purpose, life, what the fukk is life and all this deep shyt while folks seem to want to be comfortable. Theres times in my life and even recently, where im searching for something to live for because there doesnt seem to be any reason. Like i often wonder if ill ever get a REAL chance to be comfortable or be stressed free or have no anxiety but it doesnt happen. Im NOT comfortable and often struggle to be but yet im forced to have to do shyt to make other people feel comfortable. This is why i spend a lot of time alone because it seems like folks and me dont seem to see eye to eye on shyt. At times, i find myself not wanting to be bothered where even when someone is around me, im like "i dont want to talk to you right now" or sorry, im busy. Ill talk to you later and ill text them back either some hours later or the next day. Then theres times where ill respond back right away. It depends on my mood but for the most part, i try to stay away from people because i may not be in the mood to deal with people period. Misunderstandings and having to express how i feel and shyt, its like i feel like nobody gets me or just fukking weird so ill be like embarrassed or not feeling confident in what im saying to them.
I hate having social convos. Weird enough, people actually stop and interact with me without me even asking.
thats another reason why i dont like to be around people too much. It makes me feel a bit better about myself but it makes me anxious having to fukking talk to people or respond to them so i just avoid that shyt by not being around people.
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