Taking a dump is crazy.
I don’t wanna take the way I’m feeling out on others or anything like that. But I really don’t know what to do. I really truly honestly don’t. I want to hold my mom but I don’t even think she cares. I just want to be heard of at least have things seem like I matter.
life don’t even be feeling worth living somedays. I be close some days but I know I can’t pull the trigger but idk what I’m here for dawg
I’m sick of hurting all the time. I worked so hard for my job thinking it would take some of it away, but I was wrong.
I don’t even got no one to talk to dawg I truly don’t I’m so hurt inside and outside idek what to fo. I just wanna cry and cry.
It’s like I feel myself losing it but ion got no one to call on I’m scared dawg idek what to do. I worked hard to get where I’m at but what about the rainy days idk what to do dawg
I’m literally sitting in my car crying at 4am stressed over my girl and crying. I know it don’t sound alpha or manly but I’m down and it really hurts. Ion even got my mom to depends on I’m just hurting inside
I fee like I’m abt to g the wrong direction and I try so hard to stay on the right track but what’s it all for?
My new guy sounds like a female when we fukk. He moans like a bytch the whole time, and its distracting and turns me off. He’s also getting way too clingy. He’s too sprung, and we just haven’t been together long enough for it—it’s getting to be a bit much.
I don’t know if this going to work.